Babysitting for Niall Horan

Chapter 35

Avery POV

I'm back at home and I haven't been more excited. It's been a couple of days since I was out of the hospital and I'm so glad I'm out because I don't know how people live in that place where there sick. I have been there by myself for most of the days because Niall had to go out for a meeting or made sure Lilly is okay but when I was alone over there I was bored out of my mind and ready to go back home. Niall and I had our alone time for the past couple of days. Niall wanted me to get all better before seeing Lilly again or he just wants me to himself for the past couple of days and I don't mind. Niall has been sweet to me. Since I have been still sick the doctor gave me medication to take for 7 days. Niall was with me for the whole way through. Sometimes he had to go to meetings but he would come back if he is tired and he would still take care of me.

I woke up this morning by Niall running his fingers up and down my hand. I smiled at his touch because I miss his touch so much. I miss him holding me, kissing me or making me laugh. I just missed him so much.

"Wake up sleepy head. I know you're awake because you were smiling when I touched you" Niall said

I groaned and moved my head to his chest. He kissed on top of my head and played with my hair.

"Wake me up in another 5 minutes. Too early" I told him and he laughed

"Alright" he said as he kissed my head again

After 5 minutes he woke me up and I smiled as I looked at him.

"Good morning" I told him

"Good morning. How did you sleep?" he asked me

"Good. How about you?" I asked him

"Good. You know I miss sleeping next to you?" he asked

"I missed it too" I told him

"The last couple of weeks while you've been gone I couldn't sleep on this bed" he said and I gave him a confused look

"Then where did you sleep then?" I asked him

"I either slept on the couch or Lilly's room even though her bed is small" he said and I chuckled "I know if I slept on this bed. The memories of you or the picture of you will pop up in my head whenever I sleep. I missed you so much you don't even know" he said

"I missed you too. You know what I was thinking while I was being kidnapped?" I asked him as we put our hands together and I played with his fingers

"What?" he asked

"While I was being kidnapped I thought you would not love me anymore" I told him and he gave me a sad smile

"And why is that?" he asked me

"It's what Ally told me to make me think that kind of stuff" I told him

"What did she say?" Niall asked and I noticed his voice changed

He wasn't speaking his normal voice. He was more like anger or something.

"Okay first of all you don't need to hit anybody or scream anybody with that voice and second of all she just said how you don't really love me. She said since dad didn't love me you don't love me really either. Her words kind of stung because it was couple of days I have been kidnapped and you haven't found me yet. I took her words and I thought you didn't love me as well and found someone else at the meantime I was kidnapped" I told him as I didn't look at him when I finished my sentence

I felt his two fingers under my chin and turned my head to make me look at him and he gave me a small smile.

"That would never happen. You know what I was doing for the last couple of days you've been kidnapped?" he asked me