Nyella:I was sitting on the couch on my phone until i saw snoop in my peripheral.
"Minnie. I need to talk to you." Snoop said.
"Bout what?" I asked still looking at my phone.
He sat on the couch next to me and grabbed my hand. I locked my phone and sat it next to me.
"I'm so sorry I'm finna do this shit to you." He said.
"It is what it is. Wassup tho? Just say it." I said shrugging.
"Me and nae been talking and um, we think it's best if we try to be together again to raise our daughter in a two parent household." He said nervously.
"Ok." I said.
"I love you so much. I can honestly say you was one of the best parts of my life. Every part of you beautiful, even the shit you see as broken. And i know i caused you a lot of pain throughout our relationship and im sorry." He said.
"Ok."
"Why that's all you saying?" Snoop asked.
"Snoop are you blind? I been emotionally checked out of this relationship." I said laughing.
"What you mean? So why you stayed with me?" He asked.
"You did some foul ass shit but i wouldn't be okay if i just left and something happened. I felt like i would've took on some guilt from that. I didn't wanna risk you hurting yoself so i stayed and was here for you." I said.
He stared at me in my eyes for a long ass time.
"You stayed just to make sure i was good?" He asked.
"Yea."
"Minnie. I fucked up so bad. I fucked up so bad. I fucked up a good ass thing. Fuck." He said with his eyes watering and shaking his head.
I just sat here blankly looking at him as tears rolled down his eyes.
"I got my ex pregnant and you was still here dawg. Still here to let me cry on you. You let me vent to you. You prayed for me. You made sure i ate. You was fucking bathing me dawg. You stayed when you should've said fuck me just to make sure i was straight. I fucked up." He said crying.
"When you need all my stuff out?" I asked. Cause boy ion wanna hear all this bullshit.
"Minnie imma get you an apartment. Imma pay yo rent. Imma make sure you straight forever. I put this shit on my life." He said.
"I already got an apartment. I just haven't officially moved in yet and you don't owe me nothing snoop." I said chuckling.
"I owe you every fucking thing." He said.