Chapter 36:

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Nyella:

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Nyella:

2 months later



"Okayyyyy I'm Nyella and this issss video 100 something. Ion know i lost count." I said laughing.

"Soooo everything been going good. I saw Mani last week and surprisingly i didn't cry. I felt more at peace this time."

"Butttt Melly coming home next week from his solo tour so I'm excited. I miss him so much cause that thot stay on the road. We literally each other halves. It's giving friend soulmate. I love my Melly. He literally is my home."

"I can't go to his shows so he literally FaceTime me at every show and i be watching him. Cause imma be there regardless. Yall don't ever get on probation cause it's miserableeee."

"Ohh! I posted my first YouTube video last month. Right now the video at 421k views and i love thatttt." I said squealing.

"I love my, I guess you can say job chile. I know i said teaching was my dream job and maybe it still is. But i love what I do now too. It feel good that people look up to me and that i can actually help. It's probably hard to see sometimes but God really do be having plans in store for you."

"But yeahhhh. Im happy." I said smiling.

"Usually i would have a lot to say cause i be going through it but i think this is the last video. It's been a rideeeee. A long rideeee. But we made it." I said.

"I'm so proud of me for not giving up cause babyyyy, the pills that i kept in my room was getting closer and closer to my nightstand."

"But yeah. This shit wasn't easy at all. But i swear like once you get that mindset of putting you first then it becomes so much easier. I be liking to think of myself as grass. And grass is greener where it's watered and also it grows better when it ain't no weeds. Like i had to instill in myself to take care of minnie."

"Sometimes that part a lil rocky but overall i think i got the hang of it. But yeah like now that a lot of time has passed i can say like time does not heal all wounds. Don't let nobody tell you that because it doesn't."

"What i will say is that time teaches you how to carry them. And each day like the weight get a lil lighter. Like it don't get easier but you get stronger."

"I just had to decide that i wasn't gone let one person who broke me define how i live the rest of my life cause that's exactly what the fuck i was doing."

"But I'm happy. So next time i come back imma be getting married and popping out a baby assum. Who knows. But until thennnn." I said smiling.

"Until then what nigga?" I heard.

I looked in my camera and saw Melly standing behind me.

"Amellll! You said you was coming back next week!" I said standing up and jumping on him.

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