One Direction's Little Girl

Chapter 13: Cresco

Alysa POV:

It was two days after I got let out of the hospital and I had my suitcase packed and ready to go.

Harry had agreed to go to Iowa so I could see my friends. I know it's going to be hard but I need to do this if I want to get better. I need to move on.

I asked the other boys if they wanted to come with and they agreed. El and Perry wanted to come along to. Ross had talked his parents into letting him come with. I was very greatful for him. He had been such a good friend.

When we got to the airport the vehicle took us out to the runway so we wouldn't have to go through the airport. We were flying on a private jet since there was so many of us.

The flight was long and we mainly relaxed and watched movies. About an hour away from landing I took out my phone and logged into my Facebook. I had been reading the posts and messages about me like Harry had asked me to. I went to Jazmine's page and clicked on the post button. She was my best friend before I left along with Morgan. I wrote three simple words before posting it to her wall.

I'm coming home.

After that I put my phone down and went back to watching the movie with the others.

Once we landed we made the two hour drive to Cresco. I watched out the window as we were pulling into town. Everything was the same. So familiar yet so foreign. We pulled in to a hotel and the boys checked us in. All our stuff was brought to our rooms while I stood outside and looked around.

"Are you ready Alysa?" Harry asked me.

"Yah. Let's go see Morgan and Jaz." I said.

Louis , El, and Zayn had decided to come with while the others stayed back. The drive was short like always and very nerve racking. We pulled up to their house and there was only one car home. The others waited in the car. This was something I needed to do on my own.

I got out and walked around the familiar place. But it was different. The grass was way to long and the garden had to many weeds. Movers mom never let her garden or grass look like that. Little things were broken here or there.

Suddenly I heard a door open and I turned towards the house to see Morgan standing outside the door. Her eyes were dull and her hair longer. She looked terrible like she hadn't eaten in days.

"It's you. It was you that posted it?" She asked.

"It was me." I said.

"I saw a picture online a few days ago. I thought it looked like you but they were with that boy band one direction. But I was almost sure. I know you to well." She said.

By this time tears were running down her cheeks and she was trying her best to hold them all in.

"It was me. Harry found me. He was stubborn and when I didn't want to go with him he just pushed that much harder." I said.

"You just left us! You disappeared! When I found out that you went to an adoption agency without saying goodbye I went on a rampage! You didn't even say goodbye!" She shouted.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I lost myself Morgan! I wasn't me! I was in so much pain! I had to leave! If I hadn't have left I don't think I would still be alive today!" I shouted back.

"I came back Morgan.... I need you back." I said.

She ran to me suddenly and engulfed me in a hug. She cried in my arms and I cried with her. After a while we both stopped and pulled apart. We had really small smiles that we couldn't hold back.