As I'm sitting in the bathtub, full of ice cold water I try to start my new therapy. Hyunjin said ice baths are really helpful to cleanse the mind. I dunk my head under for 10 seconds, then 30, then up to a minute. I realize how much power I have...could I just forget it all?
Dying is easy but living is harder. I could give in and forget all of this shit, but also I wouldn't see Huunjinnie again. But this is supposed to stop me from killing myself, so I come up from the water. I gasp for air as I hear knocking on the door.
"Yongbok, what's wrong?" Hyunjin says from outside. "Nothing, on my way out." I get out of the tub and I dry my hair. I put on one of Hyunjin's shirts with a pair of my shorts. I walk out to see Hyunjin on his phone. He pats the spot next to him, signaling for me to come over.
"Lix.. I love you so much. I don't know what I'd do without you." Hyunjin puts his head on mine, I can feel a tear drop fall from his face. "Please don't leave me.." he lets a few more tears slip. "I won't leave you." I stroke his hair. "Aren't you supposed to be the one who's okay?" I chuckle. He smiles through his tears before playfully pushing me.
We lay like that for awhile before he falls asleep on my chest
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Binchan: Chan
I don't know how I got into this situation, or why. But Changbin is doing my hair... it's not going well. He has it in all sorts of bends and twists. I'm leaning over the counter with my head in the sink... I love him, but is this worth it?...
"Are we almost done?" I whine. "Not even close." He chuckles before continuing on my hair. He even puts glitter in it! Once he's done he jumps and claps his hands. I want to immediately take it out.... But I don't want to make my Binnie sad. "Channie you can take it out I won't care." He chuckles. "I'll wear it as long as I can." I say back sassily. We walk out the bathroom and to the bedroom. We both lay down and watch some K-dramas to end our day
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