I've been pretty busy with the babies lately, I love them but I'm so tired. My momma mode is always on, I miss my playful self and I can tell the others do too.
Shuhua, Lia, and Akana all fell asleep on the couch. Miyeon is watching from next to them to make sure they are safe.
For some reason I feel free. I run up to Changbins room and put on my evil smirk. He seems more confused than concerned. "What are you plotting-" I cut him off before he can finish his sentence, "Let's prank everybody!"
He smirks a bit, "I have an idea."
Soyeon POV: "Ah shit- Yuqi can you grab me my clothes?" I ask from inside the bathroom. "Why would I?" She says sassily. I roll my eyes before wrapping a towel around my body. I walk out, still hot from my shower. Yuqi is on her phone, she gives me a quick side eye. I can see blush creep on her cheeks, but I ignore that.
The thing is, I like Yuqi too... I just can't get into a relationship with her. I'm too mean and strict, she needs to find someone who is nicer... like my sisters! Oh that's a great idea Soyeon! Get her with Somi!
I smile at my big brain. I get changed into my pjs, and head back to Yuqi. I sit on the bed with her. "Hey Yuqi, wanna know something?" I ask. "What is it?" She puts down her phone. "I think you and Somi would be really cute together." I say enthusiastically.
"I only love you unnie." Yuqi says coldly.
Just before I can react, we hear an ear piercing scream. It's Changbin. I run out the room, Yuqi following close behind.
It seems everyone is going up to the room. We see Changbin on the floor holding a bloody Soojin. "I-I she..." he chokes inbetween sobs. Everyone is either crying or panicking.
Just before Miyeon calls for Shuhua, Soojin gets up. "It's a prank, no need to call the wife." Soojin chuckles. No one laughs except for Minho. Of course Minho laughed.
Seungmin POV: (I'd recommend listening to "snowfall" by øneheart)
I can hear the people running, laughing, crying, yelling. But do I get up? Of course not. I just can't move. Jeongin walks back into the room. "It was just a prank hyung, don't worry." He chirps.
He lays down next to me and rests his head on my chest. I wonder if he's catching on to me. I don't want to be here, I know im supposed to be the mentally sane one in our relationship, but once you've worked as a mental worker... it messes you up.
I don't have a specific reason why my mind is telling me to kill myself. It just is happening. Maybe I should resign as a doctor... or resign permanently.
Jeongin finally fell asleep, I slip of out his grasp. I walk to the kitchen and I grab a knife. I walk out on to the balcony. And I sit there for a minute or two.
I put the knife to my wrist and I make lines going all over it. I press hard enough to break a vein. Just as I watch myself bleed out, I hear the door open. I throw the knife off the balcony as I turn around to see Minho.
Minho and I don't talk much, we kinda live in our own worlds. He walks over and hugs me tightly. He sounds like he's crying, "I didn't know you were doing this..." he says softly.
His words just break me, Minho attempted suicide multiple times in the past. I can just hear his voice breaking. That makes me melt down.
I start sobbing into his shoulder. "What have I done..." I say silently. We stand there for a moment before he lets go of me. Both of our faces are red and puffy.
"Let's go fix you up, I won't tell a soul." He says as he leads me to the kitchen. He bandages up my wounds. "I need you to promise to come get me next time you need help." He says reassuringly. I nod.
He walks back upstairs to his room as I walk back to mine. I snuggle up with Jeongin, taking in his scent. How could I want to leave him?...
A/N!
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It was your girls birthday! But I also broke my ankle... ugh.....
