Kidnapped Mate

I can't...

Harry took his time in the bathroom, trying to calm his desire for Remus enough so he wouldn't make him any more uncomfortable than what he had already done.

When he got back to the bedroom, he was expecting to find Remus already sleeping, but instead, he saw something that genuinely surprised him. Sitting on the bed was his mate. The catch was that he was completely naked. Harry's eyes widened as he studied the man, Remus was looking slightly insecure, but it was possible to see determination burning in those eyes he loved so much.

- What are you doing? - was all that Harry could speak.

- Giving you a Christmas gift - the man spoke before getting up and approaching Harry.

He kissed the surprised boy and noticed that he was making an effort not to touch him. This sort of thing was what made Remus love Harry all the more. He never did anything without asking for his consent. To encourage his mate, Remus reached for his hands and led them to his bare skin.

Directly to his butt to be precise.

Harry was quick to give it a squeeze, which made Remus gasp in their kiss. The boy groaned and kept exploring his mate's exposed body. At some point, he felt Remuse's member brushing against his stomach. Harry stopped his explorations with one of his hands and proceeded to stroke Remuse's cock, which caused him to moan in between their lips.

The man wanted to retribute the favor, so he reached for the towel that was around Harry's waist. He was able to throw it to the floor quite easily, and as he expected, the boy was already hard as well. Remus wrapped his hand around his mate's member and started to masturbate him, which caused Harry to also let a few moans escape his throat.

They broke the kiss, and the boy looked lovingly at his mate while caressing one of his cheeks.

- Are you sure that you are ready for this? - Harry spoke with concern.

- I trust you not to hurt me...

The boy smiled at him before taking his hand and leading him to the bed. He could feel Remuse shaking slightly, so before they did anything else, Harry kissed the hand he was holding.

- How do you want to do this?

- I don't know... - the man looked quite scared now, the fear of being penetrated once more bluring his mind.

- We could try with you on top. That way, you have more control of the speed and how much gets in.

- o-okay....

- Do you want me to prepare you with a spell or with my fingers?

- p-prepare?

- Remy, I wouldn't be crazy to just shove it in. That would just hurt you, and that is the last thing I want to do - Harry spoke while still holding Remuse's hand. The man looked more uncertain by the second - Hey. We don't have to do this if you are too scared. I will understand.

- I-I want to try... it's just.... - Remus let out a shaky breath - Last time someone did this to me, it hurt so much...

Harry brought the man into a hug, trying to pass a feeling of safety to him. While still holding him, the younger werewolf spoke again:

- Remy, if you say that you really want to try, then we can try. If it helps, try to remember that you are now in a very different position front that day. He wanted to hurt you, I want to make you feel as good as one can feel - the man kept quiet for a bit longer, just enjoying the embrace - Do you want to continue?

- y-yes... - Harry gave him one last squeeze before letting go of the embrace. He looked at his mate lovingly.

- So, lay down for me, love.

Remus did so, and without being asked, he opened his legs. Harry smiled at him and pet his thigh for a little bit. Once the man had relaxed a bit more, the boy made sure to show him that he was lubing his fingers.

- I'll do it manually, so I can go slower, and you can tell me if it is too much or not - Remus nodded, but still looked a bit insecure - Remy, remember that you are not forced to endure pain, if I'm hurting you and you want me to stop, just tell me. Okay?

- okay... - the man spoke. Those words made him feel more at ease. He wasn't in that abandoned shack. He was with his mate. He was safe.

- May I start?

- y-yes... but please be gentle.

- Always, Remy.

Harry started by stroking Remuse's cock once more, that made him moan softly as he waited to see what would happen next. With his other hand, the boy played around with the man's bals for a little bit, which caused Remus to tense with the proximity that that hand was from his entrance.

- Is this okay? - Harry asked, and he nodded - I'll put one finger, if you want me to stop, I'll stop. Okay?

After Remus nodded again, Harry positioned one finger over his anus. The boy kept looking at his mate's eyes as he slowly pushed it in. Remuse's breath hitched. It didn't hurt, but the feeling of something entering him again made him panic.

- Harry, wait, please, take it out, I-I can't - he said it almost without breathing.

The boy didn't need to be told twice. He took the finger out and stopped touching Remus all at once. He didn't want him to feel overwhelmed.

- I'm sorry - Remus spoke again, his eyes were watering a bit - I ruined it, I'm sorry...

- Remy, you didn't ruin anything. It's okay - the boy held one of his hands - Breathe. You are safe, no one is going to hurt you.

Harry let Remus close his legs and watched him with a heavy heart. Tears had started to flow down his cheeks as he hugged himself to try to calm down. The man stayed almost immobile on the bed, he would eventually steal glances at Harry, who was sitting beside him without touching him.

- I'm sorry... - Remus said again after a few more minutes of silence. He reached for Harry's hand that was on the bed.

- Don't worry about it, love - Harry spoke with a sweet voice. He let his hand be held by his mate - We don't have to do this if you don't feel comfortable with what's going on.

- But that's the thing, Harry - Remus sounded frustrated now - I want to pleasure you. I want to be able to offer the same thing you already have offered me so many times before. It didn't even hurt when you entered me, but I panicked because images of those days came back in my head. I don't know what to do.

- Why don't you rest for tonight? - Harry started to run his fingers through Remuse's hair - If you want to try again tomorrow, we can do that.

- I would like that...

- Well, sleep tight than, my love.

And so, the two got comfortable still without their clothes. Harry, who had traveled almost the entire day, passed out quickly. Remus, on the other hand, was left with his thoughts for a long time before sleep could finally claim him.