Sickening

Chapter 9

Gosh, it was so nerve racking.

To celebrate our coupleness, as Elias called it, he asked to take me out to eat. He asked me out on a date, a proper date with nice clothes and expensive food. I had never been on a date before.

He told me to dress nice, but I wasn't sure what that meant. So here I was, ripping apart my dresser to find some decent, nice clothes. Almost everything I tried on I threw off in a fit, unhappy with the combinations and colours. At some point, I just stood in the middle of the room, only wearing boxers and socks, staring blankly at my dresser. I need to take my pills. I don't want to.

I sighed and stalked out of my room, making my way downstairs. I passed Elias on the couch and went to the kitchen, my feet padding across the hardwood softly. I wrapped my arms around my torso to consume warmth around my almost naked body. I felt his eyes on me as I entered the kitchen. I cut across the floor, grabbing my pill container and dumping the dose into my palm. Grabbing a glass, I filled it with clear water and downed my pills.

"I didn't know we were in the stage of dating where we can walk around naked?" Elias asked, almost sounding like he was about to rip his clothes off as well. "I'm not naked," I bit back, making my way over just for the warmth I knew he had. Only for his warmth.

"Might as well be..." He mumbled, his hands meeting my hips as I walked into his bubble. The blush that creeped on my cheeks came from dirty thoughts that filled my fucked up brain, images of me walking around bare ass naked flashing in front of my eyes. "Naughty boy," Elias tutted. I glared at him before curling into his chest, consuming his warmth.

It was like energy, whenever I touched him his warmth filled me up with energy. "So, is this your date attire?" He teased. "Shut up," I groaned. "I don't know what to wear, I've never been on a date." He hummed in response, kissing my forehead softly. "Well, why don't I help you with that then?"

Before I knew it, he was standing and I was in his arms. I yelped and scrambled to grab his shoulders so I wouldn't fall, but his arms held me pretty well so I wasn't worried. I only blushed more as he carried me up the stairs to my room like a princess before setting me down on my bed. Before he could slip away from me, I kissed him because I can kiss him whenever I want now.

He deepened the kiss, his hand kneading my waist as the other cupped the back of my head and held me firmly in place. He licked my lips and slipped his tongue past the surface once he had my permission. It felt good, and I felt privileged to have this beautiful man so close to me.

When he pulled away, it took a moment for me to recover, he however was moving towards the mess of clothes, his composure not faltering once. I blinked the lust away and watched him as he scoured through all my clothes and picked out a few pieces. Once he considered himself done with the messy pile of fabric, he walked back over and I finally got a look at his outfit.

He was clad in black slacks and a loose black button up made of soft material. The silver chain around his neck shimmered along with the silver earring in his left ear. I didn't know he had his ear pierced. He looked so casual yet classy, and it made me want to kiss him again. He knelt down in front of me, loosening and unbuttoning the clean jeans he picked out for me. He slid them up my legs and helped me do them up, which wasn't necessary but something about him dressing me felt sensual and intimate.

The jeans were a little baggy but would do, Elias unbuttoning the white button up he found and helping me slide my arms through the holes. He buttoned the shirt up for me and left the top two buttons undone. His warm hands smoothed down the front of my shirt before reaching up to ruffle my hair out softly. Blonde strands fell into my face, the mullet I had gotten in senior year of high school grown out and scruffy now.