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𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐉𝐀𝐘..was complicated. You guys had many ups and downs, arguments, and misunderstandings but at the end of the day you guys loved and cared for each other. It was hard for you to believe he did though. He moved weird, kissing you and loving you one second and then having smoochies all up on him the next.
You wondered if he really loved you or not, or if he was just dating you for 'fun'. You just wanted to know, were you in his way? You just wanted him to be honest cause it felt like he was lying.
But to him, he didnt think anything was wrong. He didnt think whatever he was doing was wrong. It was this particular reason that got you two into arguments. He may come off as an attentive, as having opps would probably make you, but he was slow. It would have to take you hours just to make him understand what he was doing was wrong and never okay in a relationship.
So, here you guys were, arguing once again over the same exact reason. You wondered when it would finally be over, when he would finally understand. You wondered when he would finally comprehend what you were trying to get through his head but it seemed impossible. But he was trying his best, you didnt know. You couldnt tell.
"it aint that deep bro. u know imma be back here wit u so why does it even matter." He spoke, his new york accent very evident in his tone and voice. He shook his head, trying his best to not lash out at his girlfriend. He wanted you to understand that he really was trying and that he really did love you. He knew he had to change his ways, he didnt want to see you hurt at all.
"ion wanna argue witchu baby." He said, looking at you as you continued on with your rant. He couldnt help but sigh loudly and let his head fall back against the couch.
"u making me look stupid while u out there with other bitches on you. are we a thing or no cuz u making it seem like u dont care." You spoke to him, your brows furrowed. He shut his eyes trying to drown out the sound of your voice. He didnt want to say anything that could potentially hurt your feelings or destroy the relationship. He didnt want anything he didnt mean to slip out his mouth.
At his lack of response you stopped talking, opting to stay quiet instead. You stared at him for a good couple seconds before getting fed up and quickly walking to your guys shared bedroom. Jaquan heard the door shut, as he sighed loudly. His mind was burdened with the fact that you were currently upset at him, and more so the fact that it was 2:36 AM. He didnt want you to go to sleep upset, he would never allow it.
So, he slowly stood up from the couch, walking over to the shared bedroom in his wife beater and sweatpants. He put his ear to the door to try and hear any sounds. The only thing he heard was the faint sounds of sniffling. He slowly opened the door as he saw you laying on your side under the covers, your back facing him. He frowned at the sight, upset at himself for being the cause of your current sadness. He wanted to apologize but his pride was in the way. He decided to just suck it up and apologize, in his own way.
You felt the bed dip beside you, your back still facing the door. You could tell it was Jaquan by his arms being wrapped around you from behind and his body weight directly on you. He buried his face into the side of your neck, inhaling your scent.
"baby..." He mumbled, trying to get your attention as he knew you were awake from the sniffling he heard just a couple seconds ago. "baby." He mumbled a little louder this time when you remained unresponsive. It was quiet for a couple moments so you thought he had finally given up but you were proven wrong when he forefully moved your body to face his. He propped himself up slightly with his elbow, staring at your face as you stared back.
"stop ignoring me ma." He mumbled, his eyes moving between your eyes and lips. "im sorry, ian tryna make u upset." He told you, genltly kissing your forehead before laying back down next to you. You stayed silent, just nodding your head. He seemed genuine. "imma change baby...i promise. i only want u. this shit dont mean nun if i dont have u." He reassured you, kissing the side of your neck and cheek. You couldnt help but smile at his words, he was being geniune. Maybe this is a sign. A sign that he would change his ways.
"im sorry too, for yelling at u." You told him, as he shook his head. "fuck u apologizing for, u aint do nun wrong baby trust me." He said, pecking your lips twice before burying his face in your neck again. You smiled at him, wrapping your arms around his warm body. "i dont want nun if i dont have u. fuck all dem hoes and smoochies. i only want you."
"thank you baby...i love you. Good night." You said, kissing the top of his head as you heard him mumble something into your neck that was incoherent to you.
"i love you too."
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