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𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐂𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆, in complete despair and exhaustion. Your mind was driving you crazy, you just wanted to carve it out to stop all these thoughts from running through your brain.
The breakup between you and Kevin had you going crazy. You loved him so much, and you still did. He broke up with you for another girl, who was a smoochie and bop.
You didn't know why he did, he just told you he wasn't feeling you anymore. Even after the 11 month long relationship, he calmly and simply called it off.
You didn't know he had a new girlfriend until you stumbled upon a post by the PDL page. Kevin soon broke up with her once he found out she cheated, which you had also learned from PDL.
You weren't desperate or anything, it was just a longing for him. Little did you know, he wanted you back just as much as you wanted him. He deeply regret breaking up with you, and you would only find this out once he stumbled upon your front door one night.
"Kevin?" You asked, in a confusing tone, clearly not expecting for him to be at your door at 11 PM. You were about to go to sleep, until he came around.
"Baby, I'm sorry. Please. I regret breaking up with you." He let out in a rush, barely being able to put together his words. You stared at him, surely not expecting this.
You didn't have anything to say, as you barely noticed him walking into your apartment and locking the door for you. You stared at him silently, but knowing deep down you wanted to just jump into his arms and never let go.
"What?" You finally responded, wanting to be sure you were hearing things correctly. "I'm sorry, ma. I'm sorry for breaking up with you, I wish I didnt. I regret it so much." He admitted to you, without shame or hesitation.
"You do?" You questioned him, as he nodded his head reaching his hands out for you which you let happen. Seeing your lack of refusal, he let his arms wrap around you body, keeping you close to him as he embraced you.
"I missed you so much. I'm so sorry, please." He was practically begging you. You felt as he was a mirror of your own thoughts. You wanted to admit all that to him, that you missed him.
"...I missed you too." You told him after a while of embracing each other in silence. You felt him kiss the top of your head as he held you close.
You felt yourself want to cry, those 4 months of not being with him was unbearable. He would always help you out. He always made sure you remembered to eat, drink and get some sleep.
One tear escaped, and then another. Soon it was a whole waterfall as you cried into his chest silently. He noticed this, as he held you even tighter, rubbing your back. "Shhhh baby its okay, I'm here now. I'm so sorry." He repeated, feeling horrible about his actions that left you in such despair.
He shouldn't have listened to the media and all the shit they were putting out there, espcially about you. He shouldn't have believed that you were only using him for the money and fame. He regret everything, he regret that day. If only he could turn back time and stop himself.
"Shhhhh." He comforted you, rubbing your back as you cried into his arms. You felt him kiss your forehead occasionally to make you feel better. You wanted him to hold you like this forever, you didn't want to let go.
"Kevin why?" You mumbled out into an almost sob, gripping onto his shirt as you kept your hold on him. Your tone of voice was hurt and desperate. Desperate to have an answer.
"I dont know. Shhh baby, stop crying, shhh." He spoke, trying his hardest to console you. He felt even worse just hearing your broken voice. "I wasn't thinking straight, I wasn't trusting myself." He told you, rubbing your back as you continued to let your tears spill out.
He heard you mumble out a desperate 'please' as if you were begging for him to stay, for him to love you. He swayed you side to side slowly and slightly, keeping his arms around you tightly. He let you cry and cry and cry, as much as you needed to.
He had to make up for all that lost time, all the pain that he had caused you from the 6 months of being away and not with you. "Shhhhh." He mumbled one last time as he heard your cried and sobs finally come to an end.
He held you tight, even though you stopped crying, he seemed as he never wanted to let you go. Never again, he promised himself. Never again would he let you go. He needed you, and you needed him. It was clear as day to him.
You were the only one able to keep him happy for the long run. You were the only right and correct option, and he had learned that. You were the only one that would be loyal to him, that wouldn't use him for his money or fame.
"I love you, ____." He told you, his tone assuring and confident. He was serious and geniune, he meant it with his whole heart. He wiped your tears with the palms of his hands gently, making sure that your eyes were dry. He wouldn't want that, at all.
"I love you too, Kevin." You told him, wanting him to know that you returned his feelings for you. He felt a smile creep onto his face at your words, feeling his face relax just by looking at you.
"I won't leave you again, I promise baby." He said, speaking his truth. He would never dare to leave you again, he couldn't bare it. He couldn't bare to see you in such a desperate state. Never again.
All he wanted to do now was to hold you tight, and reassure you that everything was going to be okay, so thats what he did.
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