In Gods Hands

Chapter Three

And this is absolutely true, that there were many multiples and multitudes of ways in which a body, mind and person could heal from man illnesses and woes, and we were open minded in trying anything which could possibly heal Kezia.
The hospital treatement and therapies were the same as for cancer and lukemia pateients, ans the hospital did propse trying to operate on Kezia sooner rather than later to take out the most of the cysts inside her as possible, at least to make the rest easier to cure though other means of treatement, but the most they could through opperation. The waiting lists were long and a tedious wait awaited us for the operation, and i was frustrated because i considered this urgent and an energancy, but the specialists said they would wait to see how she took to the treatement and if it was successful for removing everything they could without needing to be operated on. We were given a document to sign to agree to the operation, and the date - within 4-5 months time, maximum.
Either way, I was certain that this would work. We agreed to every effort the medical proffessionals offered, and awaited the operation, myself with the hope that this would be the answer to curing her, dealing with the major problems finally, and from there on it would clearly be easy to stop the rest from spreading, and i insisted on more than one operation over time if need be.
Kezia mused and shrugged........... She doubted it would work and she thought it would work at the same time, she said it was up to GOD in the end, but that human free will could find an option too, for GOD has provided everything they need in order to save lives... but whether it would work or not... would, in the end, rely on GOD. She was a brave ange lady to me. She and i were willing to do everything we needed to give her the chance of life.
It was an unbelief that the hospital could not fathum that she suffered no side effects or ill syptoms from the treatement or medications... but over time we found nothing seemed to be working, and despite treatement, the condition seemed to persist and worsen.
The other options we found, well we've all heard runour true stories of how comedy and music can heal a person entirely, so that is exactly what else we did. Kezia bought positive thinking and affermations books by Wayne Dyer and The Secret, as well as mostly reading The Holy Bible, and we laughed over everything we could find, for kezia and I were always laughing. The taking lightly of the situation i found became a good coping mechanism for us both, and it also drew us closer and helped to build our relationship and trust.
We shared an obsession for the best art of all time: Music. Every other week we be dancing to the local aspiring bands in the city, but most of all I think Kezia loved singing in the church quior: I listened in the service to her voice: She had the voice of an Angel.
I noticed that there were certain people in the church... who started paying close attention to her and really cared and would talk to her deeply about God and Jesus and thier faith, and would offer to help us and try to help her in any and evry way possible... The church always included her in thier prayers.
Still, there were two men in the church who never aqunowledged her, and seemed to look straight through her.......... and i thought it very rude, but i forgave them.. for, whenever a prayer was said, the two men seemed to be fast asleep.