In Gods Hands

Chapter Seventeen of In Gods Hands

Seeing everybod's Gurdian Angels and my own led me to trying to guess my own Angels name. I could have kicked myself for not asking him in the moment that he appeared, but i could understand myself that i had been in too much wonder and awe of what I was seeing to ask questions - I simply needed to watch... there were no words.
Now, Summer and i had been reading Lorna byrnes books and I was searching for a picture or word in my mind, some hint or sensation on my body to tell me what his name was - a clue, and then i would just have to take a good guess, unless he would speak to me, and I did ask, no, I begged him to do so. Somebody ,and i knew it was him, guided my finger to the palm of my open hand and controlled my finger to spell out two initials. I wrote: "T.R." So, there were many options, but I guessed first Trevor and said I am unaccepting of my guardian angels name being Trevor, no, it had to be an outstanding name, so I guessed... Tracy, no, not nearly epic enough, (haha, i got the word epic from my own teenage years and then stopped saying it as i got older, and restarted saying it as Summer used the word often, as well as the word Uber.) anyway, i considered Tracy to be a females name, and I knew my Guardian Angel to be a man. I kept trying to take guesses... "Troy? Trent?" all of them i felt a "no" heavy feeling pressing on my back, incorrect and eventually I decided to joke with him and asked "Tired?".... "TRIED?!" and I suddenly saw my God and my Lord jesus enthroned above me and in laughing fits themselves, crippled over laughing, which in turn made me highly amused, and this was the next spectactular miricle of a sight, that I could actually SEE GOD. Jesus stood from his throne and walked down to me and turned into a man wearing a white cloak with a hood up over his head, and he was the most beautiful man I had ever seen in my life, even if God was so beautiful he was the image of Perfect... I bowed down to Jesus and Jesus whispered into my ear that I had work to do for God.... for Summer and I both to find a revelation to the world through this Spiritual gift I had been clessed with and using my line of work... to help the world to know how to see God and jesus, and jesus said Summer would play a big part in this. I didn't know what Jesus was talking about exactly.... I asked, "Is this a dream?" jesus told me then, "You have been asleep." He whispered a name into my ear and i knew my Guardian Angels name, "Theodore Rosavelt." I said, but i didn't THINK, I didn't think this was the same Theodore Rosavelt as the one who led the world in History and time... could he be, possibly?
"Tell GOD how you knew that."
"When will I wake up? Will you be gone, will i still be able to see you?"
"God and Jesus are always with you." Jesus told me, "You tell GOD how you knew that. Theodores name."
I nodded, and jesus told me, "Summer will wake you up one day."
I tried pinching myself and begged the question, "Is this part of a nightmare which has turned good somehow? In my dream - did Kezia go to Heaven? Is she alive?"
Jesus said, "Kezia is alive. You will see her when Summer wakes you up. All this time... you have been asleep."
Jesus stayed by my side, but i blinked and in a blink of an eye, they were both gone again.... I felt awake the entire time, aware, i was certain I was aware, but i was asleep, and what did Jesus mean by that?
I found myself on my chair sitting at my desk........ sitting in silence...... knowing one thing: I knew my Guardian Angels name.
ASSUMING I'd passed out for a few minutes when I saw God and Jesus, and assuming i was awake now, I went downstairs to make a coffee and a hot chocolate for Summer and I. ReplyReply allForwardAdd reaction