In Gods Hands

In Gods hands - Chapter Twenty Four.

My own Guardian Angel always wore a smart suit with a white shirt and black jacket and trousers with boots on, he has short brown hair and brown eyes, and was the most handsome angel i had ever seen, but all angels are beautiful, beyond beautiful as we know as humans, but i think one always thinks their own guardian nagel is the most beautiful them them. He had a notepad and pen in one hand and would read exactly the same books as i did, no matter what I read. He also often worse glasses whenever i was working, and i found out that he was giving me all the answers i needed which previously i thought had been my own ideas all of a sudden, and he suggested the medical theory to me. But first,
Kezia always wore white, gold or silver long summer dresses and flowers in her hair, and her hair reached down to her waist. She was the perfect image of an angel, given, a female angel. She always stood not behind Summer but inbetween us both and would talk to us both equally with her hand - one hand on my heart and one hand on Summers.
Spirits Guardian Angel kept changing from an adult woman to a little girl of about 5 years old, especially when playing with Spirit and i'd find it amusing how much she cooed at her and spoke in baby talk, and i found that whenever i gave Spitit a teddy, she was holding her hand and i realised now that Summer had been holding her Guardian Angels hand whenever she had hand her teddy, and that made sense now. I had wondered... many years ago.
Spirits Guardian Angel was also very obviously a female angel. She had long auburn hair and green eyes, like Spirit did exactly, but Spitit had little tifts of hair which were slightly ginger, but her eyes were a bright emerald green with shines of a whitish gray colour like the dew and frost on the grassy field first thing in the morning which would catch the sun as it was rising. Spitit was full of spirit, as her name suggested. She was a very happy and enthusiatic child and loved to be awake more than asleep, but as needs must, she slept an aweful lot to begin with but the slightest thing would wake her.
Where Summer would sleep through the nights early on, Spirit was constantly waking up and sturring in her sleep. Summer told me, "At night she dreams of her real mummy and daddy, and she misses them."
and this bought tears to my eyes..... and as for the Guardian Angels always talking: Summer was right, it never ended and i couldn't get a word in edgewise or think for myself!!! Summer was completely used to this, but for me it took some time to get used to, and God Allah The Almighty used to laugh often.
Spirit and Summer grew up as very different chanracters and looked completely different, but each were equally as stunningly beautiful to me, as all children are beautiful, as beautiful as Angels.
I came up with saying that Summer was my mind, my psychic secret and Spirit was my heart, my Little beautiful, and she really was so little and tiny and petite that i took to calling her "My Little."
Her first word was "daddy" and then she kept saying "Lilly" and we soon both realised that Lilly was the name she gave to Summer before she could pronounce her name.
Summer asked me a question one day........... and my answer was that we know each other by heart. There was a better explanation i could have given her, which i will tell you towards the end, but first let me tell you about that and then my medical theory which i would soon put to the test.