Between Us

Chances

Lisa pov

"You really sure about this?"sehun ask as he put my luggages in the push cart

"What else I can do?we decided to take this opportunity as a break for everything but it doesn't mean we're breaking up sehun" I look at sehun sadly" I can't take it back especially that I saw princess is affected about what's happening"

"Did you clear with Jennie that this is not a break up?"

I nodded remembering what happened that night

Flashback

I came back after a few can of beer out side, i decided to buy in the convenience store and drive myself in my office and stay their for awhile. I hesitant to call sehun cause i knew i had to deal this alone. tears couldn't stop as i enduring the pain of princess words earlier.

"I want to go to daddy"

"I want to go back to daddy"

Was like a saddest love song that keeps repeating in my head. I knew i prepare herself for this but she never knew that it's hurt like hell. When she came back home all the lights off already. She enter the the house and she knew her girls were upstairs sleeping perhaps. She went in princess room first. When she's approaching the room the door is partially open and she heard Jennie's voice they still awake but they didn't notice she came back home already.

"Baby stop crying and go back to sleep mommy's here"

"Mommy I dream of mammo, she's mad at me"

"No baby mammo will never be mad at you, she loves you so much"

"I love mammo too mommy but I love daddy too"

"I know baby, and they both love you"

" but I want to be with daddy mommy, Aron and some of my classmates said we can be with daddy if we leave mammo. I don't want to leave mammo mommy"

"Nobody's leaving mammo baby, we will stay at mammo cause she stayed with us when everyone left us including your daddy. We owe her everything, I owe her everything"

I hold my mouth to supress my crying I don't want them to hear me. I walk backward making sure they didn't notice me and I find myself a hiding place to cry in silence. It's really hurt knowing that the only reason they want to stay with me was I was there for them. Is the love really gone? I cried until there's no tears coming out from my eyes I heard princess room closes and a foot step coming to our room. I stand from where I am. I knew I have to do this. I need to do this.

"Ow my ghad you scares me" jennie holding her chest as she walks out from our bathroom. I just stand there looking at her. She look at me and I saw in her eyes that she felt my suffering. She move closer to me she wrapped her arms around me. I put my head in her shoulder. I was shaken cause I couldn't stop myself for crying. "Shhhh... we will get through this" she said, she draw circle at my back trying to calm me. I can sense she's crying too. I know she knew that I feel there something change already.

"I will be back at Rosè's place" she lean back to face me and I saw her eyebrows knitting, confuse was evident in her face. "We need space Jennie, we need this. "

" so instead of us fixing this you want to just go away?" She detached herself from me.

" because you know what? Not in a million years I thought that there something to be fix between us. what happened Jen? All I want is to make you both happy and I think I'm doing the right thing but Why does its killing me?"

"Lisa..." she look down, she might don't know what to say

"I'll go does not mean I'm letting you or princess go" I hold her chin to make her look at me. "I just want that the both to you find my place again in your heart" I smiled "and when I came back I hope it's still me holding yours" I kiss her forehead "not because you need to, but because thats what you feel, that's what your hearts desires" I take her hand and put in my chest "cause mine is always be yours"

End of flashback

" we agreed that this is a chance to think for what's right for all of us. I know Jennie didn't plan any of this neither do I." I rolled my eyes trying to push the tears in the back of my eye.

" Lisa do you think you just given Jennie the benefit of the doubt"

"That's for her to decide sehun, I'm just hoping in the end of all of this she will still choose to love me"

" you know when you get in that plane, you lost the battle already, leaving them here near Kai"

I give him a smile."that's my family sehun, I know I should not just walk away like this and not give a fight for them but is fighting necessary?" I take a deep breath taking my cart on his grip. "I'll go ahead, please take a look at them for awhile"

Sehun put his hand on my shoulder "I will, I'm always here okay" he tap my should and I give him a nod before I start walking.

Jennie pov

" how long does mammo will stay there mommy?"

"We still don't know baby.." I comb princess hair as she is hugging the teddy bear Lisa give her when she was 3 years old. It's her fav stuff toy."you'll ganna missed mammo?"

"I missed her already." Princess voice was weak they even barely talk after that night. She even just wave at Lisa at the car when Lisa left this morning.

"Don't be sad, what mammo always said to you?"

"There is no rewind in life, so we always choose to be happy" she said as she hug her stuff toy tightly.

"Princess, you know mammo loves you so much. And Daddy loves you too. But I don't want to confused you about what you feel baby, mammo and daddy only wants the best for you. They wanted you to be happy" i kiss princess forehead. "Don't pressure yourself who you want to be with okay?" She snuggles her self to me and we sandwich the bear she's hugging.

"Mommy, I don't want to hurt mammo, I don't want mammo to be sad, to cry." I heard her quiet whine. I close my eyes. And gather my strength because what will I say next will break my daughters heart.

"That's why baby we need to not see daddy for awhile" I feel she nodded. "I want you to understand the situation baby, we need to be with ourselves for awhile, okay?" I cupped her face and let her look at me. " help mommy please. She still nodding, I don't know if she understand the thing I was saying but I need to distance ourselves from Kai and Lisa for now.

Meanwhile

" welcome back" Rosè smug smiles annoyed Lisa

"You could see yourself in the mirror, I know you will see ur horn and tail' Lisa throw Rosè her blazer

"You excited to work with kookie?"

"Since when did you two become a nickname basis?"

" I heard you calling him that so I just copy" Rosè wink at Lisa

"Rosè whatever your planning please stop, Jennie and I, we had to much in our plate right now so please I want to distract myself by work not by your game"

"What am I doing Lisa? And oh by the way jongkook boss will joining us soon, she will work with us too cause he needs to be in Korea for his on going project there" Lisa look at Rosè confused but relieved. "See, he's not part of my game" Rosè giggles

"Crazy" is all Lisa can say.

Another pov

" hello"

"Kai"

"Jennie, why princess telling me she can't go to my place for awhile?"

"Kai Lisa is not around so I think it's better for me to keep princess for now. It's just for the mean time. Until Lisa came back"

"Jen, please don't be unfair, for me, for princess just because..."

"Just because what Kai?"

"Nothing"Kai take a deep breath, "okay then, if it's make you feel comfortable distancing yourself to me I understand. Bye Jen..." and Kai hang the phone wearing the most annoying smile. He then kiss his phone which has the picture of the theee of them together taken in princess birthday. "Just a little more and you both be mine" kai talk to his screen phone.

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I'll take out JK character from the story, sorry but I can't find a good plot twist for him 😭 Sorry if there ah liskook readers here😭

And bare with me for awhile.