Between Us

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Jennie's pov

The head pain and the growling of my stomach indicates how hungry I am and the the baby inside me. But my shameful act this morning preventing me to go out and seek for some food. But what really provoking me not to go out was the idiot name Lisa! She doesn't even bother to check on me nor knock on my door and ask me what's the matter! I was thinking she might hate me for what I did. What the hell?! She responded and let it happened in the first place. Even I initiated it she willingly responded! I smile as I recall how perfect our lips locking together and the way Lisa touches me. It seems that I was the most fragile thing in the world.

" Jennie!" A loud voice of Lisa called with a hard knocks on my door make me almost jump on my bed. " You know you can't stay there forever, you need to eat for the baby's sake!" I can sense Lisa were mad.

" I'm not hungry!" I shouted

" I know your not but little princess is, so open this door or Im going to smash this door with the axe I'm holdin!"

Afraid in her voice cause it's the first time Lisa use that kind of tone in me and to be honest I was really hungry, I go to the door and open it seeing Lisa with out an exe but a tray with food. " You have to eat, hhmmm.." Lisa said as she walks inside my bedroom. She put the tray in my study table arrange my sit and tap the chair. " Sit here" I follow what ever she said. She hold the spoon and fork and about to feed but I stop her,

" Lisa I can do it with my own."

" I know you can but I wanted to do it by myself." She then move the spoon towards my mouth but I shove it gently.

" Please lis, I can do it, it feel so awkward."

She then put back the spoon and the plate and took a deep breath. " It is because of what happened?" She ask. I didn't answered but look down. " I swear Jen, it's nothing" she immediately said that make me frown as it sting my heart. I look at her with my dead glare and I can see her eyes widen. " No no no no.. what i mean is... " She took a deep breath " it's surreal but nice..."

" Really Lisa? Surreal but nice? " I said raising my eyebrow.

" Look..." She hold both my hand with hers and our eyes meet. " I don't regret what happened. And if it will happened again I won't hesitate to do it with you." She seriously said that caught me off guard. I'm out of words not because I can't believe what she's saying but I am so happy to hear it. Does it mean Lisa had a mutual feelings with me? But Lisa is Lisa, what she say next make my whole mood sunk. " I know that it's your hormones nini, I search it in the internet that pregnant women had this hormonal mood changes that make them horny all the time. So if you need a release.. you know, I am willing to help. when I said I will help you I ment by any means." Her face were too serious, argh! Why are you so oblivious you damn monkey! I take my hand and she let go. I bet she won't notice my disappointment so I take the tray and put it in my lap.

" Okay.. don't worry it won't happened again"

" Jen, don't you understand what I'm saying. I don't regret what we did, do you?"

" Yes..." I said directly in her face.

" Jennie..." She look at me sadly

" It shouldn't happened Lisa, were like sister right?" She still looking at me with full of confusion and sadness. " I'm sorry if I'm putting too much burden in you, I promise as soon as this was over me and my baby will be out from here."

" No!"

" Lisa listen to me, you don't have to suffer all of this, my baby and I won't be your responsibility and -----"

" You both are..." She cut me " my responsibilities, you and the baby will stay here with me Jennie. We will raise her together. You will not leave me"

" Lisa...."

" I love you both..." Her tears feel and it make my heart ache seeing her so sad. " I love you. You and the baby. Thinking that both of you will be away from me is killing me. " She took my hand again and put in her chest. " Promise me you won't leave me Jennie please.."

" Lisa..." My tears start to fall as I can't explain what I am feeling right now, I'm having mix emotions seeing her so desperate not lossing me and my baby.

" Promise me you'll stay..." She ask again and I gave in by hugging her.

" I promise..." I draw circles in her back to calm her and a few moments she released the hug. She look at me in the eye then she wipe my tears, she cup my face and with out any hesitation she claim my lips. She kiss me so passionately that all I can do is kiss her back. The kiss take so long and we both started to heat up but my stomach make a sound that cause to make us stop catching our breath. Then she hold my hand and I look at her.

" You need to eat... " She said wearing the sweetest smile. I smile and nod. As I eat silently I can feel Lisa is staring at me I didn't look back for I know she will notice me blushing. " I mean what I said Jen.. " she said that make me look at her frowning. " I mean when I said I love you and the baby..." She said make my heart beat so fast.