Between Us

For Me, She's...

Sehun pov

Jennie open the door as I am about to knock at the condo unit. I can see the shock in her face as soon as she see me but Lisa do her part.

" jen, I didn't inform you that we will come cause my cell battery got drain."

" yeah, I thought you will have dinner outside."

" I ask Lisa that we take out the food and eat here cause she's worrying too much that your alone." I answered in behalf of Lisa that gain me a stare of the both of them.

" I told you I will be fine here, I'm sorry I don't want to snatch your date for the evening but we both know how exaggerated your girlfriend." jennie chuckled, I smile but Lisa stay here look on the floor.

" you go change first Lis, I prepare the table for the dinner. " I suggested. Lisa nod and face jennie.

" I will freshen up a little, please help sehun do the dine. "

" ow, ok.. " jennie answered

When Lisa left I went to the kitchen to prepare the dinner, i know everything here cause I use to spend my time here before I got a job. After kai disappearance and knowing jennie's condition I always been with this two. Lisa was very diligent over jennie and as a supportive boyfriend, I'm always at her side supporting her best friend. When I graduated I got a job in my father's company and lisa enter sophomore year, jennie was pregnant and kai were nowhere to be found.

" why you didn't just eat there and bring something for me instead." jennie said that makes me back to my senses.

" Lisa loss it.. I know she can't even take the food from a plate." I answered with a smile.

" why, she's not well? I can see she..."

" broke up with me.. "I cuted her that make her stop whatever she's doing." she said she can't do it anymore, she don't want to lie to me and keep hurting me if we continue. "

" sehun... " I can sense that she's losing a word.

" just take care of her jen, you know she meant so much to me."

" I.. We..." she can't still say any word for I guess I caught her off guard.

" she didn't say anything to me why, but I knew it. I knew it the first time I saw you together on your first day in the university. I saw how you look at her while she looking at me, and when you gave kai an attention I had noticed how she was looking at you. You can hide your feelings but trust me Those stare, those eyes they can't lie. I disregard and forget it especially when you and kai had been together. I did hope and prayed. Well it answered cause she gave me a chance but it turns out that we both fooling ourselves. We all are fooling ourselves. That's why kai run away, right?" i took a deep breath just to prevent the crack on my voice for I am hurting inside but need to hide it cause I don't want to throw guilty feeling for jennie, after all I was the one to blame about my pain cause I knew it from the start.

" sehun, we didn't mean to hurt you, we're not even aware of how we feel towards each other please don't think that we did this on purpose."

" no, jennie.. I would not think that way. I am fine, i swear. Actually I am happy that you both discover your feelings. I can sensed that you will eventually and I am happy you did. " I smile at her genuinely." I just want you to promise me that you won't gonna hurt her. " a tears feel from her eyes.

" I can't promise you that sehun cause I am just human but one thing I am sure. For me, she is everything... " she smile with tears flowing " and I do everything just to make her happy. "

Lisa's pov

I'm looking at my reflection on the mirror.. My eyes were puffy and I look so exhausted. Sehun and I weren't that long together but my strength were gone thinking of what I have done to him.

Flashback

" sehun.. I know its so unfair and trust me I didn't mean to hurt you but we can't continue this..." my tears start to fall.

" hhhmmmm.." he just humm as a reply

" I'm really sorry I don't want to be unfair to you but I can't continue this. I can't continue lying to you. " I burst out in crying.

" hey.." He stand up from his sit and move closer to me. " don't cry, stop crying people might think I'm doing bad to you." he kneel down to level at my face." it's OK, don't cry, I understand, you don't have to explain to me. I know somehow you will figure it out and to be honest I'm just ready for this."

" sehun... "

" let's just take out the food and eat at your place with jennie so please stop worrying and crying. Everything will be fine. "

End of flashback

Even we were silent on our way home, I know he's hurting as much as I do. Sehun is a really great guy, kind and a big heart of a person. I know even I didn't say anything as what he said he knows it already. I might be lucky being her girlfriend for he is so ideal but the thing is, i can't lie anymore. I wanted sehun, I needed someone like him but I was in love with jennie. Jennie... For me, she's my life.