Compelled Fate

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I unlocked the door and noticed the lights were on, and there was my friend and her boyfriend making out on the couch

"i didn't know this was a motel"i said stomping my feet, the straightened themselves, "sorry Haneul"Lily said

"this is my place Lily you have to tell me if you're gonna use it especially as a love motel!"i said

"damn what's gotten in your pants?"she asked, "Nothing! Now get out i want to be alone"i said throwing my bag on the kitchen counter

i grabbed the whiskey bottle and poured me a glass, I heard the front door close, and i let my tears out.

I was so wasted, but my tears never stopped, i felt alone, and I've been feeling like that since i was born

everyone thinks happiness comes from money, but they actually don't know anything, my whole life i have been used, controlled, left out

I truly have no one by my side, i grabbed my phone and i dialed a number

Seungkwan:hello?

Haneul:it's me Haneul

Seungkwan:oh hi

Haneul:how have you been?

Seungkwan:great and you?

Haneul:fine i guess

Seungkwan:are you okay? You sound drunk?

Haneul:i am

Haneul:i miss you

Haneul:you're the only thing in my life that worked

Haneul:why did you leave

Seungkwan:woah woah slow down Haneul we broke up not because i left

Seungkwan:i was ready for a long distance relationship

Seungkwan:we broke up because of your parents not me

Haneul:my parents are killing me Kawn

Haneul:im suffocating

Seungkwan:what happened?

Haneul:they want me to have an arranged marriage

Seungkwan:oh... that's fucked up

Haneul:I'm sick of them controlling everything about me

Haneul: I'm better off dead

Seungkwan: don't say that Haneul

Haneul: don't worry I won't die

Haneul:they won't allow it unless i have permission

Seungkwan:Haneul...

Haneul: thanks for listening Seungkwan sorry to bother you at such time bye.

My parents had me push everyone out of my life including my ex Seungkwan, who I truly found comfort in

we met at a family meeting but since his parents are not financially well i had to break up with him.

I went to my room and changed into some pjs, and went to bed ignoring the calls from my parents.

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Seungkwan appreciation post since he's my bias🤭