Compelled Fate

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<1 week>

i was over at Chan's house, me and Mingyu were talking in the kitchen, Chan came and sat next to me, after that night in the parking lot we become more touchy with each other mostly Chan, even his friends noticed that there is something going on between us,

"is this my cue to leave?"Mingyu spoke, "no! How about we move to the living and have some beer?"i asked, Mingyu agreed, he took out the beer out of the fridge and went to the living room, i looked at Chan, he was already staring at me

"Chan stop this"i said, "you look pretty"he smiled, i scoffed, "everyone thinks there's something betw-"he cut me off by kissing, my eyes widened, i pulled away, "Chan!"i spoke, looking around us flustered, he was smirking,"so cute"he pinched my cheeks

i stood up and went to the living room, i grabbed a can opened it and started chugging it, my heart was pounding, and my cheeks were burning, i mean yes we slept together but nothing is going on it was just a moment.

The whole night me and Mingyu were chatting and drinking but i couldn't get Chan out of my head, he was on his phone not paying attention to me or Mingyu, it was getting late, "Chan take her home since you didn't drink"Mingyu said

"okay let's go"he stood up and offered me a hand i took it and ge pulled me up, he took his keys and I just followed him, i got in, he started the car, and drove off, "Haneul"he called, i hummed in response

"im sorry if I'm making this weird what we did shouldn't give me the permission to touch or kiss you whenever"he spoke, i didn't know what to say, "can we go back to our normal us? Best friends?"he asked, i chuckled, "best friends"i smiled.

We arrived at my house and i got off, and he followed, i was kinda feeling bad about what happened earlier, it wasn't a mistake for me, i loved every second of it, now i feel guilty, "bye see you later"Chan said, i grabbed his wrist

he looked at me waiting for me to speak, "what happened between us-"he cut me off, "we can pretend it didn't happen its okay"he said, "no Chan i was gonna say that it wasn't a mistake cause i enjoyed every second of it"i said

feeling my cheeks burning, i looked at him and he was shocked, "i-i just wanted to say that i don't want you to feel guilty about what you're doing and i don't mind the touching"i said, he chuckled, "you don't mind the touching but you mind kissing"he teased

I sighed, he stepped closer to me, he tucked my hair behind my ear, i had my heart in my throat pounding, "I'm glad you enjoyed it cause i did too"he smiled, i blushed, he placed a kiss on my forehead making me flustered

"get inside it's cold"he said, i nodded but still frozen in my place, we stared at each other for a second, "see you later"i said, he nodded and went to his car, i got inside, why did i want to kiss him? I don't have feelings for him, what's happening.

Months have passed and nothing has changed, i still haven't talked to my 'parents', im still confused over my feelings for Seungkwan, but he already asked Dana to be his girlfriend, and i did get sad but i brushed it off

I'm glad he moved on, i need to do that too. I was laying down not knowing what to do, i didn't feel like bothering anyone to hang out with me, i will just go shopping, i got ready and went out. I arrived at the mall, after walking around i went inside Chanel

I looked at the bags and tried some on, in the mirror reflection i saw a familiar figure, it was Chan, i was gonna call for him but i saw a girl approaching him, she looked like she was asking for his opinion

i don't know why but my heart ache when i saw him smiling at her, i brushed it off and continued looking at the bags and shoes, "oh my god! I love this color"I heard, i was trying on some shoes

so i didn't look up, "Chan you can choose this one for me"she spoke, i felt a bit angry, "blue looks good on you"he said, i stood up to see the shoes in the mirror trying to ignore what's happening around me

"these look good on you ma'am"the employee said, i smiled, "thank you i will get them"i said, "Haneul?"i heard Chan's voice, i turned to them acting surprised to see him, "oh hi Chan didn't see there"i fake smiled, the girl looked at him confused

"oh Haneul meet Saera"he said, i smiled at her, "you forgot to say soon to be my fiancée"she whines, i stood there in shock, why didn't he tell me? I thought we're friends, "nice to meet you"i managed to say

she smiled, i took a glance at Chan, he looked nervous, "i will leave you two now nice meeting you Saera"i said and went to the cashier, i paid for my shoes and left the store, my heart was beating fast

and aching, am i jealous right now? I shouldn't be i don't like him, we're just friends, i shouldn't care if he has a fiancée now, i grabbed a taxi and went home.
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