Compelled Fate

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I got to know them and i talked about myself, they all seem nice, but Seungkwan barely talked to me, i have no idea why, i was sitting alone in the kitchen

when Mingyu and Chan got in, "why are you here all alone"Mingyu asked, i shrugged, i glanced at Chan, he had a concerned look, "do you drink?"Mingyu asked

"yeah"i said, "what do you like?"he asked opening the cabinets, "whatever as long as it not whiskey i get drunk fast if i drink it"i said, "soju?"he waved a bottle of soju

I nodded, "i prepare some snacks"i said getting up, I grabbed a plate and opened a bag of chips, i felt a presence next to me, "you okay?"Chan asked, "yeah why?"i said

"I'm just asking"he took the plate and put it on the dining table, after preparing everything we sat down and poured ourselves shots, we clicked our glasses and drank.

Everyone joined us moments later, I stopped drinking when i felt dizzy, i excused myself to the bathroom, i did my thing and washed my hands and left, i was surprised when i saw Seungkwan outside waiting

"gosh you scared me"i said, "sorry"he spoke, "can we talk?"he asked, i nodded, he took me to an empty room and closed the door, i tense up not feeling good about this, "i like Dana"he said

"okay?"i was confused i already know that, "but i feel like now i can't make a move knowing you two are friends"he spoke, "what? I barely know her Seungkwan our friendship might not last so go ahead make a move on her don't mind me"

just like you ignored me the whole afternoon, "seeing you again made my heart flutter"he confessed, "and you being with Chan the whole time got me confused now i don't know what i want"i sat there in shock

"i-if you need space i will leave and stop seeing Dana"i stutter, "i can't do this to Dana i told her it's okay if she wants to date you"i stood up, i left him there and went downstairs and went to the kitchen

there was Chan alone, i sat next to him and poured myself a glass, "woah slow down"he grabbed the glass out of my hand, "what happened?"he asked

"nothing i have to go home"i stood up, but Chan grabbed my wrist and sat me down, "i saw Seungkwan following you so what happened?"he asked

"he said me being here is confusing him about his feelings for Dana"i spoke, Chan listened, "he's not sure if he wants me or her and I've already decided i'm gonna get over him"i said

"i can't do this to Dana i will stop being her friend"I sighed, "it's okay if you want something for yourself once"Chan spoke, i looked at him

"whether it's Dana's friendship or Seungkwan it's okay"he softly said, he smiled at me, "thank you"i said, "shall i take you home?"he said, i chuckled, "you've drank"i said grabbing the chips, "right I forgot"he chuckled.