The heartbeats

Chapter 11

>Abbie:

I can be incredibly stupid sometimes, he fucks me for the first time and the first thing I tell him is to apologize? No, but fuck you Abbie. I haven't left my room since last night, since he left me naked on my bed, his cum between my thighs and he's not wrong to have done that. I think he hates me even more than before. And why does it bother me that he hates me?

It's Friday, I just finished my classes, Jasper is waiting for me in front of my car,
"come on, my beauty, we have plans for tonight," he told me when I get to the car.
"And they are? " I ask by putting my things in the trunk.
"You'll know when the time comes, but now you're going to take us home to eat and change your clothes," he answers me, sitting next to me.
I do what he told me and I drive home. Ian, Lili and Ethan are in the kitchen.
"Bear your plate and sit next to your boyfriend, my dear," Lili orders me.
I look at her surprised, Ethan answers in her place, "we noticed that you didn't talk today and we didn't get used to it".
He didn't have time to finish his sentence that Ian came out of the kitchen, brutally. I exhale.
"Abbie and I are going out tonight," Jasper told Ethan and Lili, as he entered.
They don't answer him.

I join Jasper at his car. Ian ignored me during the few hours I spent in the house after I arrived from high school.
"Where are we going, Jasper?" I ask a little worried, "we're going to change air and have fun" he comforts me by caressing my thigh.
I push my leg to escape his hand, I remembered Ian and last night. And the way he carried me, the way he touched me and the sensation or desire I felt every time I feel his hands on any part of my body. He does wonders with his fingers and dick and I want more.
"My beauty, you're somewhere else, tell me what you're thinking?"
The tone of his voice is more an order than a question.
"Abbie? "He is becoming much more serious. "Nothing, I think about my studies" I lie terrifie. Sometimes I'm afraid of him and sometimes it's quite the opposite. We arrived at our destination. It's a club.
"Jasper, you know I can't drink, don't you?" I'm screaming because of the music.
He pulls me towards him until our bodies touch each other,
"I don't give a fuck, we are here to have fun and forget our worries. So you're going to drink" he whispers to me by putting a glass in my hand.
"Drink Abbie, drink" he lifts my arm until the glass is a few micrometers from my mouth.
I look at him in his eyes, which are filled with seriousness. I drink the glass all at once. A smile appears on his face,
"that's my good girl," he shouts, placing another glass in my palm.
He forces me to drink it.

I have bruises on my wrist and it hurts, a lot. I don't remember how many times he forced on my wrist tonight, to force me to drink every glass he puts it in my hand. I don't know if I will stay alive given the amount of alcohol present in my body. We are on our way home and I'm sure he didn't drink as much as I did. My head is spinning and I don't remember anything. We arrive, Lili drinks her coffee in front of the front door. She opens the car door and helps me get down.
"Rely on me" I don't have the strength to answer her but I rely on her.
She takes me into my bathroom and makes me sit on a chair.
"I take care of her," says Ian from behind me.
"No, no, no" I refuse with an alcoholic voice.
"Get out, Lili" he ignores me.
Lili nods her head and leaves my room. He runs water in my bathtub, puts his hands in his pockets and then looks at me as if he tells me to undress. "No, I won't take a shower in front of you," I say with a voice that barely comes out of my throat.
"You won't take your shower in front of me, my little butterfly. I'm going to shower you" he informs me while taking my wrists gently so that I can get up. "You're not going to see me naked, Ian," I told him, trying to make my voice serious.
"I've already seen you naked, my beautiful", he answer softly.
I had completely forgotten. I lower my head to escape his gaze.
"I'm sorry to have told you to —" I apologize calmly, but he interrupts me,
"no need to apologize", he consoles me before starting to undress me.
He turns me around, I feel his breathing on my neck. He takes off the dress I'm wearing and then turns me towards him. My breasts touch her muscular body. He has not yet noticed the bruises on my wrist. He lowers his eyes towards my panties faster than a flash and I take it off. I am completely naked in front of a fully dressed man. He helps me get into the bathtub because I can't walk normally. Thank you Jasper. Ian turns to the door, undresses and hangs his clothes. I put my knees to my chest and wrap my hands around them. He sits behind me, takes my showerhead and makes it cross all along my body. Ian has finished washing my hair and goes to my body. He notices the bruises on my wrist and then he turns me back to him and stares at me. I'm frozen on the spot by his look.
"Abbie, why does your wrist have bruises? What did he do to you this motherfucker ?"
He asks worried and angry but keeping his voice under control. I don't know what to answer him. I'm a bad liar when I'm drunk.
"Uhm" I mumble.
"Abbie?" He calmly asks me again and we can say that it reassures me.
"He forced me every time I didn't want to drink the glass he put in my hands" I end up confessing. Seeing him calm and worried is above my strength. "This asshole" he expires.
His look and expressions are filled with anger but he said nothing else.

He finished showering me, he made me wear my pajamas, carefully to avoid hurting me. He gave me my meds after we had a little argument to decide if he was going to sleep here tonight or not, but he ended up winning this discussion. We are both in my bed, lying on our backs, no one is talking. There is not a single noise in the room and it is embarrassing especially after what happened. I lie on my side and turn my back on him. But he grabs my hip and turns me around,
"my little pretty butterfly, don't even think of sleeping like that" he orders in a low voice with a husky tone that makes his voice more serious and attractive than usual.
"Good night Ian,"
"Good night, butterfly". We fall asleep face to face.

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