The heartbeats

Chapter 20

>Abbie

He's been gone for an hour. I didn't say goodbye to him, I hate goodbyes and I was sure I was going to cry. Even though it was a fake relationship, he was always there for me, he watched over me, he listened to me when I cried, when I spoke, he consoled me when I was sad. And he helped me deal with my grief. I'm not upset with him, he was angry and he let off steam, and I can say I was relieved that he did it.

It's 6 p.m. and I'm home alone. Both couples went on a double date. Lili is at the library studying for her exams this week and Ethan is spending the night with his parents. I go down to the kitchen while reading my new book. I put the empty glass of wine in and as I go back upstairs, somebody knock at the door. I open the door and I see him. He is in front of me.
"What are you doing here?" I ask him while turning my back, "shouldn't you be on the plane to go to Boston?" I ask a new question as I enter the living room, he follows me.
"My father allowed me to spend one last night here after I gave him my word that I would do whatever he wanted"  he replies.
I nod.
"And is your hand better?" I ask a little worried.
He grabs my wrist and pulls me towards him. Our bodies touch. My hands are placed on his chest. I don't want to move but I have to.
"I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you tha—" he whispers and I interrupt him,
"you don't have to apologize. I'm not even upset. You didn't do anything" I whisper back.
We look into each other's eyes.
"Abbie, you have turned my life upside down since the first second I saw you. You are the one and the only person I think about day and night. I can't get you out of my head. When you're not by my side I go crazy. When you're sad I lose my mind because I don't know how to make you feel better. When you fainted, I became another person, I didn't recognize myself so much I was worried, so much I was afraid of fucking losing you. I don't give a fuck about this deal, I want you to be mine and I want to be yours. I don't want another girl in my life, I only want you. I want you to be and remain my girl—" I interrupt him but this time by kissing him .
Hearing his words helped me bring out the feeling that I don't know how long I've been trying to hide it, trying to make it disappear. He puts his hands on my cheeks. He slides them until they are on my hips, he carries me. My legs wrap around him and his hands are under my thighs. We're still kissing. Our kisses were soft at first, then they became more intense. He goes up the stairs and opens the door to I don't know which room, while holding me with one hand. He comes into the room and puts me on the desk, dropping things on the floor and that's when I knew it was my room. One of his hands, which are present on each side of my throat, goes from the side of my throat towards my pelvis, passing through each part of my body. He undoes the button on my jeans, followed by my zipper. He slips his hand between my panties and inserts one finger into my pussy, followed by a second.
"I love that you're always ready for me" he mutter to me with a soft smirk on his lips.
I grab each side of the desk while moaning. He removes his fingers and pushes them into me again while turning them inside me. I kiss him passionately while taking off his shirt. He takes off my jeans and my panties after finishing with my pussy.
"I'm yours and only yours" I say in a whisper and between two long kisses.
"That my good little girl" he whispers, taking off his pants while I take off my t-shirt.
Our lips meet again. He inserts his cock into me, very slowly. So I moan and bite my lower lip. He puts his hands on my hips and begins to pull me towards him. My nails dig into his back. I arch my back and roll my eyes to the back of my head which is also leaning back. Ian kisses my neck then his mouth creeps up towards my mouth. He kisses me and I kiss him back. He carries me again then sits on the bed while leaving his cock in me. I'm sitting on him, my legs wide apart which allows him to push his cock in even further. A satisfied moan grumbles in my throat as I take him completely. The orgasm went through my body. I ride him as if it were the first time. His hand is on the back of my neck and the other on my hip. My hands are around his neck. He brushes my cheek with his thumb then his mouth returns to mine. He puts both hands on my hips and pushes me onto his cock. He's about to come, his breathing quickened and his thrusts become stronger.
"I love you" we say at the same time when these strong pushes allow us to come together.
He leans back and I lie on top of him,
"I love you Abbie",
"I love you Ian".

Dawn is breaking and we haven't slept all night. We are lying on the bed and my head on his torso. And still naked. I don't even know how many times we fucked last night. It was one of the best nights of my life despite the way it will end. He kisses my forehead then places his hand under my chin and raises my head.
"I love you" he whispers before kissing me.
"I love you" I whisper too with a sweet smile.
"Ian?" I call him,
"tell me, butterfly".
I am silent for a few seconds,
"you told me yesterday that you gave your father your word that you will do whatever he wants and–" he interrupts me,
"Even if there is little chance that I come back, I won't let him ruin our relationship. I've been dreaming of this moment for a long time. And I'm ready to come every weekend just to see you" he told me before his lips found mine.
"Don't worry, I have no intention of leaving you or even letting you go" I reassure him.
"I know, little butterfly," he says, laughing,
"me too," he adds softly.
After an hour, we get up to take a bath and get ready. I got dressed and watched him get ready knowing that I might never look at him or even see him again. The guys are asleep since it's 7am. I accompany him to the front door since he won't let me take him to the airport.
"Come here" he orders me with a sweet voice.
I approach him and he gives me a heavily hug. He kisses the side of my throat then places his hands on my cheek.
"Take care of yourself, take your medicine and please don't do stupid things" he orders and begs me.
I let out a little laugh. A tear runs down my cheek. "I'm going to miss you, I'm going to miss every cell in your body" he said wiping my tears.
"I will miss you too" I respond with a broken voice. "I love you" he adds before getting into his car.
"I love you too" I whisper to myself as I watch him disappear before closing the door.

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