The heartbeats

Chapter 21

>Abbie

I'm sore, every part of my body hurts, my mouth because of the number of times we kissed, my back and my head because of the times I arched them, my pussy because of his dick, his mouth and his fingers. Every fucking part. I closed the door behind him and went up to my room remembering every moment, every position, every moan, every kiss, every time we confess that we love each other. I sneaked into my bed, his smell was always present and I ended up falling asleep wearing his t-shirt that he left me.

He has been gone for a month and we talk almost every day. I miss him a lot. I get up to start getting ready to go to high school when he calls me.
"Hello, my little butterfly," he said, he just woke up. "Hello" I say in return by placing my phone on the desk where he can see my room completely.
I take off my pajamas,
"it looks like it's my lucky day," he says in a slightly erotic voice, before putting a little smile on his face. "How are you?" I ask him while rolling my eyes.
"I'm fine," he replies, laughing, "I miss you," he continues in a soft voice,
"I miss you too," I said before sitting in front of my desk.
None of us speak while I do my light makeup.
"You are too beautiful" he looks at me in a way that I will never be able to describe.
"Thank you" I whisper smiling at him.
"If you're bored today in class you just have to think about what I can do to you," he proposes and my head begins to imagine.
"Pretty butterfly ?" He calls me when he notices that I am lost in my thoughts,
"yes?" my gaze find his.
"Don't you have to go to class?" He asks, raising a smirk on the tip of his lips, as if he knew what I was thinking.
"Goodbye" I tilt my head,
"I love you" we say together before hanging up. I finish getting ready and I'm on my way to high school.

The guys are sitting in the cafeteria,
"we only have a month left before we finish this hell," Lili shouts when she sees me.
She runs towards me and gives me a hug.
"I know Lili" I answer with a laugh.
She puts her hand on my shoulder and we join the others. I place my elbow on the table and rest my head on my hand.
"Do you miss him, don't you?" Ethan asks me, already knowing the answer.
I don't answer him but I just smile at him.
"Do you know when he will come back?" Asks James.
"He doesn't even know it" I answer by expiring.
The bell rings and we go to class. I'm sitting on the same table as when he fucked me with his fingers. Memories surface. I unbutton my pants while looking at my teacher. I spread my legs a little and I penetrate a finger into me and then a second join it. I'm just wet by the memories. I pump my fingers in and out of my pussy slowly. I'm starting to imagine what he will do to me. Without realizing it, the thrusts of my fingers accelerated.
"Abbie, are you okay?" Asks me the teacher,
"yes I'm fine" I answer trying to leave my voice as normally as possible.
I get lost in my thoughts again. I remember the night before he left, when he punished me, every time we fucked.
"Fuck, Abbie" I whisper when I come on my fingers.

I'm at home, in the kitchen.
"What are you doing here?" Lili screams, she is angry.
I rush to the front door. Jasper stands in front of her. She doesn't let him in.
"Can I talk to you Abbie?" He asks me, which allows Lili to notice my presence.
"No, no and no. She's not going to talk to you. Get out of there" she orders him by trying to close the door but he pushes the door by his hand to prevent it.
"Lili, let him in," I told her.
And why? Why do I want her to let him in?
"Abbie no," she orders me.
"Come with me Jasper" I order him while ignoring Lili. We go out to the terrace.
"Speak. What do you want?"

Jasper has just left. I'm in my room tidying up my things when Lili enters my bedroom.
"Why the suitcases?" She asks, surprised and worried.
I smile at her with a sweet and small smile.
"Wait, are you going to leave?" She asks, another question, more surprised than before.
"You know I was going to go home sooner or later," I answer by walking towards her.
I grab her shoulders and smile at her again.
"There are only ten minutes between my house and here" I reassure her.
"I know but—" she says in a low voice and I interrupt her,
"but everything will return to normal. I will come from time to time and you the same, we will continue to make parties and everything," I told her before giving her a hug.
"I'm going to miss you," she whispers to me.
"You will see me in high school and you can always come to my house and me too" I continue to reassure her.
"Stay. Change your mind and stay here. We were having fun," she told me as she sat on the bed.
"Lili I won't change my mind, stop insisting" I order her, gently.
"I know, you're stubborn like a mule" she laughs and I laugh too.
"You didn't tell me what Jasper told you," she adds.
I exhale and then I cross my arms over my chest. "He began to apologize, he told me that he wants us to become like before, that he is lost and that he has and that he is always trying to change—" I tell her while looking at the ground but she interrupts me "and you believe him?" She asks angrily while screaming.
"And I tell him that I want time to think" I continue ignoring her question.
"You're going to drive me crazy Abbie Ridley," she expires.
"I'm sorry" I put a false smile on my lips.
"Forget that now. You will let me know of your decision, yes?" She asks but it's more of an order than a question.
"Yes, yes" I nod my head.
"I hope you won't do anything stupid," she says in a more than serious tone. I'm expiring again.
"Do you want me to accompany you?" She questions me.
"No thanks" I reply.
"Ok" she gives me another hug and then kisses my cheek and I do the same.

I just got home. I'm unpacking my suitcases.
"It's good to be at home," I say to myself before jumping on my bed.
I missed my bed. I sit on my couch after taking a shower and wearing something comfortable. Ian calls me and I answer. He is angry.
"What's going on?" I ask worried.
He takes a deep breath and takes his time before answering me.
"Family problem" he answers.
"Ok" I answer in a low voice.
"How was your day?" He asks by taking off his T-shirt.
"Good" I answer.
I don't know if I should tell him about Jasper or not. I don't want to hide anything from him but at the same time he's angry and I don't want to disturb him even more.
"Where are you?" He questions while lying on his bed.
"At home. I came back a few hours ago," I answer sincerely.
"Why?" He questions.
"I missed it and I saw you every time I turn my head" I admit and he puts a smile on his face.
"I love you" he admits and on my return I put a smile on my face.
"I love you" I say.
No one talks anymore, we just look at each other. That's what we do most of the time and it doesn't bother me, quite the opposite even if we don't talk but looking at him, looking at his eyes during I don't know how many hours makes me forget my problems, gives me hope that I can be with him again even if I have a bad feeling.

Two years have passed since our last call and Ian never called me again, he no longer answers my calls. Neither I nor Ethan know what's going on. Two fucking years. I knew it would happen but not after a month. I look at my phone every fucking second to see if he called me or if he sent me a message but nothing. Still nothing.

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