The heartbeats

Chapter 8

>Abbie:

Two weeks passed after I returned to high-school. We made Christian and Jane jealous sometimes and sometimes I was the one who was jealous. I get angry with myself for being jealous of this girl. Or their relationship. Ian didn't touch me anymore. God, thank you. I don't know what to think of this man anymore. When we are with others, he is attentive; he pays attention to everything I do and say. Every time I'm jealous he makes me forget this feeling and why I felt it. But when we are alone all this mixture, sometimes he is as if we are with others and sometimes he is completely another person. He behaves strangely, coldly. He ignores me. He humiliates me, bully me from time to time. I don't know anymore which person of the two he is. He's going to drive me crazy, very crazy.

"Did you take your medication today, my butterfly ?" He asks me, he is worried, it can be heard in his voice. I nod my head. He gets up from my bed and takes his suit suspended behind the door of my room. We have a party at the college tonight, to get financial funds for our graduation party at the end of the year. Lili and Laura, since this morning, are more impatient and excited than anyone else. None of us managed to calm them down. They are happy, that's what matters. Ian finishes getting ready and leaves the room to go talk to the boys waiting for us, the girls. I sprinkle myself with perfume before going out. Ian is waiting for me on the stairs, he hands me his forearm to help me go down. I don't know what the fuck to think anymore. I want him to touch me but at the same time I don't want him to approach me, but the moments when he had his fingers very deep in me do not come out of my head. I don't know who he really is.
"Oohh, my favorite couple" Laura and Lili shout in harmony, singing and forcing on the oh, when they see us going down on the last step of the stairs.
Ian and I put a fake nice little smile on our faces as a thank you. Then he kisses my forehead. I don't let him kiss me on the mouth. But to be honest, I've always wondered what his mouth is capable of doing, in my mouth or elsewhere. And I hate myself for that too. Lili, Ethan, Laura and James are heading towards the same car while we, Ian, Christian, Jane and I are heading towards Christian's car. Christian and Jane are in front and we are behind them. The tension does not leave the car. Silence too. No one opens his mouth even to breathe. The radio is off. My foot as if to shake after a while. The atmosphere in this fucking car stresses me. He lets go of my hands, bends his back towards the two passengers in front of us, turns on the radio and sits comfortably again without saying anything.

Finally, we arrive. The decoration is superb. We chose the theme of snow and sky, so white and blue just like my dress I wear which is also a little short with long sleeves. We stand in front of a table that can contain us, the eight. Once the music turns on and the room begins to fill up, Ethan and I rush to our work. I wasn't going to stay all evening watching them by crossing my arms. We stand behind the bar. We offer glasses to our comrades and others. We are bored the first thirty minutes but then we wanted to go home.
"Hey Abbie, we need another bottle".
I can barely hear Ethan with the music, screams, laughter and discussions next to us.
" What? "I shout back.
He shows me an empty bottle, I understand that we need more. I go out to look for some and I bring back three because the way the bottles empty is impressive and shocking at the same time. Ian is sitting next to the bar with a girl who gets closer to him while putting her hands on his thighs. I think she's trying to separate them so that she can get between them, but I'm coming in time. I place the bottles between them which allows her to move away from him and I sit on his lap.
"Hi, I'm Abbie, his girlfriend" with my outstretched hand, ready to meet her's.
She greets me. I smile at her with a nice smile and then the expressions on my face change quickly and completely. She rolls her eyes, makes a grimace and passes by us playing with her hair.
"What a kid" I whisper to myself laughing.
I try to get up but Ian's hands cling around my waist, "don't get up" he makes me sit on his lap again.
"And why that?"
I didn't have time to sit down that I feel his hard dick under me " I see".
"I didn't think that seeing you jealous and sitting a few nanometers from my cock would make me so hard," he whispers to me very low with his warm breathing on my neck.
I turn around always sitting on him. I put my hands around his neck and look at his mouth unconsciously, but I put my ideas back in their place, well hidden in the depths of my brain before he notices.
"I'm not jealous, Ian. But we have an agreement so I have to make everyone believe that I'm jealous otherwise they'll find it weird that a girl gets closer to you for the purpose of fucking her and that your girl doesn't react, right?" I ask coldly and a little angry. And why am I angry? He doesn't answer but he puts a smirk on the tip of his lips. His testosterone level has returned to normal. I get up, take the bottles and go back to work. Does he really think I'm jealous of this girl? And I was really jealous of this girl? I don't fucking know. One part of me wanted to be in her place but the other part didn't give a fuck. He only touched me twice. Twice. And I want him to start again. Fuck Abbie.

The room is almost empty.
"Hey guys you're going to help me tidy up and clean" I order after seeing Lili, James, Laura and Jane lying on the floor.
"What's happening to them? Okay, Jane drank too much, but the others?" Christian is really asking this question?
"They also drank too much, I'm going to take them to the car and I'll come back, a little help?"
Christian and Ian help Ethan, each carries one of our drinkers on their shoulder. I'm moving forward to help them,
"don't even think about it, my pretty butterfly" Ian rejects my help followed by Ethan.
I don't have the strength to answer him so I nod my head only. I start cleaning and all that, while they put them in the cars. I sit down a little but I finally fall asleep.
"Hey, come here" Ian tells me calmly, he carries me and makes me sit in the front seat which helps me wake up.
The other two are behind. Jane is asleep on the lap of Christian who is sitting behind Ian who drives quickly but carefully. I raise my hand from my leg and put it behind Ian's head. He removes his hand from the steering wheel and her new location is my thigh. Christian exhale behind us when he sees Ian's hand which allows him to slide his hand to the apex of my thigh, very close to my panties.

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