i was thinking about giving up on you
but i can't just let you go easily ,
i need to be with you and closer to you although that i'm fully aware
of what i'm doing
and realizing that
the closer i get to you the more i get burned , but
i'm prepared to this chaos
and your love might be chaotic
but i accept it ,
i'm tired enough of this feeling
and i understand that loving you
and losing you might be hard
i know but what about writing about you?
i knew that i wanted you back
in the moments that i recognized
that the more i try to write something different the more you forbid me from my ideas as if i'm forever writing you .
i never believed that
love stories stays longer
maybe decades
but deeply in my mind
i wanted to have a love story
with the person that i never planned to meet
in the place that i never thought about,
i know that i ever believed in love
when i noticed that all my needs
it's you
and all my thoughts
it's you
even the things that
makes me smile when i
remember a simple things
you did for me ,
i loved you then you loved me back
then you left me
and i kept on loving you
but now our story it's paused until it's to be continued .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poésieletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
