Being able to miss you
and pretend that I didn't
it's just a hobby for me ,
i need no one to see my loneliness
without you
and see their sympathy from their eyes ,
i worked so hard to look like
I don't need you ,
I don't love you ,
I don't miss you ,
but everyone knew
how much your absence changed a lot of things ,
and a lot of times
i feel like I'm losing my mind
over the memories
because you always chose
the wrong time to be my guest ,
you just show up
when i need to sleep
or
my need to escape
you show up and remind me
how damaged i am ,
i wish if you can see the reflection of your actions then you would've allowed me to hate you and you will hate yourself in the worst days .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poetryletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
