how are you?
how is life going on with you lately?
about me i've been watching the memories again and again
as if it's the only thing
that's allowed for me to watch ,
i kept on recalling every single second
with you
and it felt like the first time
i fall for you ,
i remember the days
that you let me smile
and feel the happiness just because of
your exist ,
i feel the loneliness again
and the chill is running in my skin
as if you are loving me back,
it was so easy for me to feel hurt
and broken like this ,
i get used to it letting my pain
go away by recalls of the times that i had,
i wasn't fine when i met you
but i moved on from my sorrows
just to be the person you waited for
in your long lonely journey ,
i counted on you as the one
who allowed me to be
who i am
and move on from a lot of tragic and trauma but instead you made me traumatized and pathetically broken and terrified of everything, and then you became
a whole world in my mind
that i feel its noise
when i'm trying to solve
my lack of sleep and
i always pray god
that you never show up
in my dreams
because no matter what
i dreamed of
i will give you the space to take us back together ,
today ,
tomorrow
or
maybe a month later
or
a years away
i will still keep my faith in you .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poetryletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
