you know the feeling
of owing someone something specific
and then when the days run so fast
you finally understand the feeling?
i've been feeling it lately ,
i feel like i owe you a survival time
because you were my surviving rope ,
i needed to survive from things
and i wanted to ignore others
but all of a sudden
you solved it all ,
all of it !
you made me survive from my pain
and my loneliness
and now
i wanted you to let me
be your surviving way
and solve you with all my love and believes ,
i owe you the comfort you gave me
and the happiness you made me feel
without a doubt of your ways.
you made me feel that
i was your everything
while i was feeling lonely in the pathetically ways,
you made me talk with the trust of understanding me and knowing that
i will finish my words without the need
to sigh as if you didn't get my point ,
i always talked to you
with a lot of words in my throat
and my chest
then when you listen and understand
the weight of my words left
and i'm breathing feeling relived ,
but then you made me believe
that we're never apart
and look at us now?
you gave me the safety
and comfort now you left me
in the anxious area ,
you left a dark scars
and i had to paint it
with a lighter colors so it won't show how much i'm bleeding
or
my need for help .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poetryletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
