"sorry"
it's a deep word that we say it superficially ,
i'm so sorry for needing you now
because i kept on having the same feeling
of loving you
while i'm damaged
and i tried all my best to not miss you
but i miss the way
you understood me
and took away my pain
i miss how seeing you
was like taking a pills to forget the worst of life, is it too late to be again?
i don't know i'm confused
and i want you back
but i can't take the risk of my heart
or
being hurt again,
i build myself from my broken pieces
and it's hard to break it
then build it again ,
i needed a compassion from life
or
maybe your compassion ,
we say "sorry"
for things we don't mean to apologize for
but we say it as if being sorry
it's like saying "hey" ,
we always say words we don't mean it
and we hear words we don't deserve it ,
and now i can only imagine
the world being a horror scene
and abusive story for me
that i'm trying to find its ending .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poetryletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
