i know that i'm broken
but i don't need to fix,
leave me here in my loneliness and sadness , leave me where i find my empty pieces and my scattered heart ,
leave me where i find my bottom and dive into it ,
leave me and leave my hands to swim in my sorrows ,
leave me and leave my diaspora and don't make me gather it ,
leave me if you're not the one who will fix my ruin and my wreck ,
leave me where i can be sober and not find you in my galaxy ,
leave me and let me go to my tragedies where i belong ,
please just leave my thoughts and my head .
dear my beloved ..
i've never wanted
to be a part of someone's life
maybe because i was afraid
of leaving them behind
but instead i fell so hard for you
and then you left me behind ,
i was trying to protect you
from myself but i realized that
i loved you and adored you
in the way that
i could stay up all night just to wait for you ,
to write for you ,
to laugh with you ,
to cry with you ,
to carry the pain with you ,
to do anything for you
because i was ready to be yours ,
from now till the day of my death
i'll wait until we finally be together .
dear my painkiller ,
i will write you down in every fifty page
or
draw you in a hundred paintings ,
and i don't mind to walk a million miles
just to say that "i want you" ,
and we can one day
see each other every day
and love in a deeper way
and lose our minds when the sky's gray
just for us to stay .
YOU ARE READING
Dear You...
Poetryletters and feelings written in this book in the form of a blame or a little longing , feeling worried about a love story that didn't work and ended from the beginning hurt , but what hurts the most is waiting for someone that will never come back .
