I thought I could forget you
But It's humanly impossible for me to do it
My feelingz are too strong to be erased like I wish I could
And even when it's been a while
You always have the same impact on me
Even if this love is only on my sideI tried to move on
Drowning in the illusion that I could replace you
But your pretty face appears in every dreams I make
And then I feel secure , loved and blessed
Even if it's only for those nights
In my deep sleepYou're so far away from me
Making a better life
While I'm cutting myself in silence
Such a big differenceThey say that sometimes you have to close your eyes on what you love or want and open them up for chasing what you deserve
But my masochist heart can't stop loving you
Like you were my dominantI wanna be yours
Wanna feel your body on mine
Wanna wake up with you by my side
Wanna know the taste of those pretty lips you have
I just wanna be her
But I'm just him