Fifteen years ago , A mid-December like this
I saw the light for the first time ever,
But now , fifteen years older,
I'm drowning in an ocean of darkness,
Trying so hard to keep my head above water
Today is supposed to be my birthday
That blessed day when I was born ,
slowly turned into a torture.
The fact that it's called "birthday" but I'm literally dead inside...
I'm finally fifteen
This age where teenagers like me start smoking and taste pleasures of sexuality ,
While I'm just sitting in silence
And thinking and crying bout you
And you never know
In this material world,
Everyone wants to have everything
But "everything means nothing If I ain't got you"
You're the only key which can unlock the door of my happiness .
You're the gift that I always asked for
But never have
I'm still waiting for you
While every love songz slowly became bout you.
