My head's hurting
Andy heart's bleeding
My eyez are crying
And my soul is dying
I wanna say that I lost everything
But the truth is that I gave everything I had
I gave them all of me
My blood , my sweat , my heart and my tears
Only to be considered as a good one
But it's like it wasn't enough.
I worked so hard that I lost myself
Lost myself between self love and self hate
Lost myself between light and darkness
Lost myself between the truth and the fake
I feel tired
Tired of being hated so much
Tired of being judged
And tired of being me
I tried and I tried
But in the end
It's like it doesn't even matter
Like I don't even matter
My heart's screaming
Screaming it can't take anymore
And the mask is slowly falling in pieces
Revealing how messy , sad and disgusting I really am
I did so many things
Just to get accepted
But no matter how big is the hurricane
They didn't notice anything
