You know , I was 7 years old when I realized
Kids didn't want to play with me.
And now , I'm 15 , hearing my mother saying that she rather have another son.
I learned how to fight alone since my second grade
Thanks to my busy parents.
How can somebody who taught me to breathe, could make me want to disappear so quickly ?
It's so sad to be ready to die at a such young age
Without even knowing what adulthood tastes like.
You know I'm tired of this fucked up world
Where strangers look at me with a disgusted face
Where religious people describe me as an abomination
Where parents don't want their kids to approach me
Cause for them , I'm a monster , a devil's kid
But , I'm just a teen after all
A teen who have the right to exist
They said that society is progressing but when I think about all this hate that I'm facing , I don't see any progress at all.
You know , sometimes I wish I had this type of family , where parents love their children unconditionally
But I only see this in TV and books.
Sometimes I wish I had more friends that don't take advantage of me cause lot of what I got would never raise a finger to defend me.
But the world is a nasty place.
