𝙈𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙜

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟐

my little prince

- EMILYS POV -

„Emily? Hey Milly are you okay?"  I looked at him  „Oh god Emily are you crying? Is everything okay?"  A tear slid down my face, burning against my cheek.  „N- No..."  Another tear joined the first and more follow. Charles pulled me into a hug and I let him. I even wrap my arms around him and just let the tears flow. He pats my back and kisses my head. Why can't he be so sweet all the time? I think I will forgive him for now, I'm too weak to fight anyways, but he'll have to put in way more effort if he'd want me back.

„Do you want to talk about it?"  I sniff and pull my phone out of my pocket. I don't see clearly what is on my display because of my teary eyes but I give Charles my phone after I found what I was searching for. The second he read what was written on my phone he gasps and immediately hugs me again. More tight this time.

- 3 months ago -

I heard a loud crash and a loud gasp. We crashed. My mother lost focus when she heard my brother was in coma that she probably put herself into one. I slowly open my eyes. We crashed into a little wood with many trees of all sizes.  I slowly turn my head to my mother „Mom are you oka- MOM OH MY GOD"  I try to loosen my seatbelt but it won't go off.

My mother doesn't answer and I try to calm her down while I'm trying to open my seatbelt. It won't open so I quickly grabbed the seatbelt opener (I don't know what it's called but these little knives especially made to cut open seatbelts) that fell out of the little compartment inside the car and I rip open my seatbelt.

I immediatly turn to my mom. She got stabbed by a fucking branch that crashed through the windshield. Oh my god please don't let her die. She looks not good and as she turned to face me I saw her widened pupils. I immediately grabbed my phone and called in the emergency. The operator was very friendly and tried to calm me down but that is not possible. My mother is literally dying how should I be calming down??

„Hey, mom. Everything will be alright okay? The ambulance will be here in a few minutes. Chris will be okay. Hey mom! No no no no don't do this to me. To us. You wouldn't want Chris to wake up with the news of you...dead... would you?  MOM NO NO MOM"

I never thought I would see that but now I do. I saw the light leaving her eyes and her head falling back against the headrest. „MOM NO NO NOOO..."  I started sobbing  „Why wouldn't you let me drive this car only this fucking once WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME"  I started sobbing harder. I knew I couldn't bring her back. I cried so hard, I didn't even notice Grace, the operator, still talking to me.  „Emily? Emily? What is happening?" My limbs went numb and I wasn't able to speak.

I heard the siren of the ambulance but I didn't move. I was hugging my knees, my head buried deep between them. I just cried. I let the tears flow. I didn't react when the medicals were trying to get me to talk or to get out. I just looked when they were asking me if my mother was still alive. Even when I shook my head, they still checked. I was right. She is dead. She is fucking dead. I saw her soul leaving her body, freeing her from the pain she went through.

- now -

After I told Charles this, even he cried a few tears. My mother wasn't really a good person but she still had something good in her heart and was nice and caring.

„I- I think you can understand now, why I don't really want to drive..."  „I do. So...will you give up on F1? You made it so far..."  „I will. I can't be in a car. Being in a car today was still terrifying but I...I trust you. I trust you my little prince"  He smiled. I gave him that name because of his last name. King. But he was never really a king to me, so I called him little prince.

„Uhm... Charles, I can totally understand, if you would want to leave, to your girlfriend or something-"  „I will stay with you. I made that decision half an hour ago."  „Thank you Charles"  „I'll be there for you when you need me. Doesn't matter when. I'll always be there."  I lay my head onto his chest after he layed down on my couch. I immediately slept in with a little smile across my lips.

End of chapter 22

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