before c.h

Chapter 3- "sexually inexperienced"

~Ariana~
Thankfully my prayer worked. Before I knew it first period was done with the torturous subjects of Maths, Spanish and Biology.

I walked to my locker and leaned back and sighed.
"I want it to end already" I said as I tucked my hair back behind my ears and talked to Natalie who was at her locker getting books.

"Tell me about it, I mean three classes done and I want it to be the last... But guess what!!"
She turned to me as she started to smile

I looked at her waiting for her to go on.
"There this REALLY cute guy in my Chemistry class and oh my god Ari seriously" she said giddily

"Ooooh how good scale of one to ten?" I said joining along on out boy talk time.

"Oh girl he's definitely as strong nine and that's saying a lot from me" she said her eyes wide open

"Yeah for a girl who finds my brother attractive" I said teasing her

"Hey now, that was like two years ago, besides Luke is way better, don't tell him though, like both of them shh" she snapped

"Okay Nat" I said as we made our way to another two classes for our second period I had Music and Nat had French

We split our ways through the busy halls.

When I got to music I saw the familiar faces, I hadn't seen most of these people all summer, except at parties, but that wasn't proper since half of them were dead drunk and making out with strangers.

I saw my brother in a corner with his friends.

Ashton saw me and waved.
I smiled back slightly.
The other boys turned to look at me, including Calum. I had managed to stay away from him all day until now.
He looked at me strongly as he leaned against the wall.

I gotta admit he looked gorgeous with that blonde streak going through his deep brown hair, he had only dyed it a few days ago so it looked good, he was wearing black skinny jeans and a green day shirt, he rocked black clothes.
He had that bad boy look that just screamed out "danger"
But then I remembered who he was, and I was now staring at a heartless dickhead.
Which is not a good look.

Luke and Michael smiled at me and waved me over.

I hesitated but I walked towards them.

"Ari how's your day going" Ash asked flinging his arm around my shoulder

I cringed slightly.

"I want it to be over" I moaned

I heard Calum snort a laugh.
I turned to him and looked at him I already wanted to kill him.
Why does this boy get on my nerves?

"It's okay sis" Ash said comfortingly

"I just wanna sleep" I said to the boys excluding Calum

"With who, who'd want to sleep with you" Calum laughed

Hate began to boil inside me.
I turned to him and looked into his eyes, he wanted to get on my nerves, as usual.

"Calum I'll rip out your dick so shut up okay" I spat

"My dick, you're never gonna get ANY dick" he said

"Cal-" Ashton began

"Oh well that's a bit too late isn't it" I said back at him.

We usually had a back and forth fight.. Except I never bought my sex life into it.

It was true that I've had sex before, I mean I'm seventeen I gotta do it once right.
It's just I forgot I was around my older, protective brother and his friends.. But I just wanted to prove to Calum that I could.

There was a short silence as they all stared at me.

"Ari... You did it?" Ashton asked worriedly

I remained calm. "Uhm yeah" I said as colour rose to my cheeks

"And here i thought you were sexually inexperienced" Calum added

I think that was the first time he said something to me without insulting me.. I think ?
A few years ago Calum also thought I was a boy, then puberty kicked in and my boobs came out, for the next week or so every time Calum looked at me, well it was at my chest.. Creep

"Who was it?" Michael asked

"Uhm he was a senior last year, and uhm yeah" I answered awkwardly

"Well, shit"I heard Calum whisper under his breath

I guess it was hard for my brother to realise I had sex, but adding I had sex with a person who is now in college must have added to it.

"How'd it happen?" Michael asked again

"Jeez Michael" Luke said pulling a face

"I didn't mean what you idiot I sad how like when i don't know"

"Uhm it was after the soccer finals last year" I answered back, I remained looking at my converse.

This was so awkward, here I was being questioned about my sex life in front my brother and asking for the details.

Ashton and his friends always thought I was an innocent person, for a cheerleader (yes I'm a cheerleader) I didn't go having sex with boys everyday. And they knew that, so I guess it surprised them.

"Well.... Uhm, the class is going in" Ashton said awkwardly.

I gave him an apologetic look. Even though I had nothing to be sorry about, I think.

I looked at Calum who was just smirking at me now, I furrowed my eyebrows and walked into class.

All I could think about was the awkward car ride home with Ashton.
For the second time in that day I prayed that this day will end quicker

A/N:
Just going with the flow here 🏄🏽 I wanna write more but I don't want to overload so this is the last chapter for today x
-eshal 🎎