Army Strong

Chapter Eleven

Army Strong

Chapter Eleven

Changing it up.

Its been two fucking weeks. Before I couldn't even last two hours without her but now she has been gone two weeks and I can't seem to catch her. Lately Blake has been in Alabama but now I have lost her trail.

She is too smart because she had one of my men arrested for lying to an officer. Of course I got him out of the outrageous charges but still she is smart enough to get one of my men arrested.

I sat in my office feeling myself snap as I got word they found her in a hospital. I ordered a woman from my pack to follow Blake and try to get her then but somehow I know she will catch on to my people and leave again.

I heard a knock at my door and before I could even say come in, my Beta walked in. I growled and stood up as he strolled in.

"Have you heard of the fucking word, knock?" I snapped my sharp canines at him.

Gideon has been my faithful friend and beta for five years. I can now call him my best friend. I chose him as my second in command because he is smart and great in combat which I need as my second leader. When he met Blake he was jealous because he said, I quote, "You lucked out again Jon". He still hasn't found his mate and now he is growing worried since its been five years when he became of age.

"Hey I am sorry but I got word from Hannah that Blake is now in McDonalds with another woman. The woman is believed to be from the hospital," Gideon said as he sat down.

I sighed and pulled on my hair in frustration. I needed Blake so bad right now, I want her to sit on my lap and let me run my hands down her hips and thighs. I missed her soothing touch and warm scent to comfort me.

"Why the fuck did she leave?" I choked out in despair.

My wolf was howling in pain and made me feel even worse then I already did since she was gone. Gideon surprised me by placing a supporting hand on my shoulder.

"How long has it been since you have slept?" he asked carefully.

I sighed and looked up at him, "Two weeks."

The words I say are true. No matter how long it has been I haven't been able to sleep because she isn't there to sleep with me. I have gotten some naps here and there so my body won't shut down and go into a coma.

"Why don't you go and take a quick nap. I can handle things here," Gideon helped me up and pushed me out the door to go into my slightly intact room.

When Blake left I kind of went on an hour long tare around the house. I ripped things apart and destroyed just about everything in my way until I went into the forest and uprooted trees in anger. It wasn't a healthy way to show my anger but somehow I knew she wouldn't be back for a while. And boy was I right about that because she has been gone for two weeks.

"Thanks," I said as I exited my office and climbed my way upstairs.

The farther I got upstairs the more I could still smell her lingering scent on her clothing. The shirt I made her try on the second day we were together I have been wearing to bed. I know its kind of creepy but I miss my mate and just knowing she wore the shirt makes me sleep a little bit longer at night. Even if it was for only about three minutes before she took it off because her breasts were too big for the chest, the fibers still gripped her smell.

I took off my shirt I was wearing and pants. I slipped into the shirt she wore and climbed into bed with her pillow in my arms. I took a deep breath and feeling myself crack just a little bit further as I imagined her hair, smooth skin, and all the imperfections I found perfect.