Hey so I got upset because of anxiety today :( so in first period I was late to class because I was talking to a teacher and my class was watching a performance and I was too scared to go in because I felt trapped. I ended up crying due to my anxiety and going back to my school teacher mentor. I really dont think she understands anxiety and told me I need to grow up someday which just made me feel even more stupid for being so pathetic at crying at stuff babies would cry at *sigh*
Instead I decided to go into music and create a cover of miike snow animal. Im pretty proud of it :3 if you dont know that song you should check it out it is pretty relatable for therians ^^ (ill leave a link to acoustic version in chapter)
I shifted my tail a lot and it felt awesome just feeling like something was there idk it was cool ^^
I didn't really m shift today although I didn't really feel human at all.
Most of my day today I kept on having really bad urges to run on all fours idk why it just felt natural -.- it sucks being in public and you can't do what feels natural to you.
One of the bullies today decided to take my pencil case fish thingy off my bag so im going to be hunting them down -.- oh the joys
