Years from Now /HarryStyles

Rumors

Harry's P.O.V

I was feeling anger, destress, sadness, and emptiness all at once. It was the worst feeling ever, I still couldn't believe Zayn just quit on us like that. I knew he was having problems with Perry since she had found out he was cheating on her with other girls he met during the tour and management did very thing to cover it up from the media but, one day when we were all on break and he went to visit Perry she got his phone and saw a message from a girl he slept with. The message read:
Hey Zayn! It's Lizbeth we had some fun last time and I heard you were in town so many you could stop by my place and relive some moments ;)

As anybody would react Perry was beyond furious but they eventually worked things out, but with the condition that he never do that again. He apparently forgot because he was caught partying and getting too cozy with a blond girl with tattoos. All it took was one tweet from a fan to make the word get out and within minutes the pictures and rumors were trending. All I know was that Perry called him saying that he needed to go to their home or she was leaving forever.

He left the tour angry with management because they couldn't cover up his little mishap. Management didn't want the fans to get mad or worried about Zayn so they said he left the tour to go on a break to calm his anxiety and be with his family, the boys and I were totally okay with that because we wanted the best for him.

*Flashback From Earlier That Day*

Today Simon, Zayn the boys and myself sat down together again after his break and Simon had informed us a couple of hours ago through a text message that Zayn had decided to leave One Direction. All of us took this by surprise.

"As you boys know Zayn has decided to leave the band to have a normal life", Simon said.

"That's bullshit", Louis spat at Zayn. "You know you can't have a normal life! Is that really what you have wanted all the time a 'normal life'?". Louis furiously asked.

"Louis I know this is what you want but not me, I just want a normal life", Zayn whispered, everybody else was quiet. Liam had his jaw clenched looking at the ground while me, Simon and Niall just looked between Louis and Zayn.

"Really? And you figured you wanted a normal life after four years? FOUR FUCKING YEARS ZAYN!", Louis hollered getting up from the velvety couch he was seating on and pushed Zayn with great force.

"YES LOUIS IM JUST FUCKING REALIZING IT!", he shouted back slapping Louis's arms to stop his shoving,"look Louis I'm sorry but I'm getting tired of this lifestyle you know parties, concerts, so many rumors that make our life's harder...you should know what I'm talking about ", Zayn said in a calming his voice looking between Louis and me in the last part of his sentence.

"Are you fucking kidding me? You know that Larry shit are just rumors that aren't true. But you got yourself into this shit with Perry. You go cheat on her all the time and the you say they're just rumors, c'mon man, man up and admit that you've fucked up too many times and Perry finally got tired of your shit!".

"Yes that's true I've messed up too many times I admit it okay, but I don't want to loose her. Liam you understand right?", Zayn said turning to Liam in hope that he would side with him.

"I-I don't know what you mean", Liam said looking up at Zayn.

"You'd do anything for Sophia right?".

"Yeah I'd do anything to keep her by my side, I love her".

"Then you must understand why I'm leaving right? I'm doing this for Perry".

"I understand but the only difference between you and me is that I've never cheated on Sophia, I've never done anything to make her doubt my love for her. I'm sorry man, you know you'll always be my brother but I think you got yourself in this mess. I wish you the best", then he got up hugged Zayn and left without another word or a look back.

"Niall?", Zayn turned to him in desperation.

"I think Lou is right. I mean not only was this dream yours, it was all of ours. I don't agree with your decision of leaving but I respect it. I love ya mate and I hope things work out." Zayn nodded and Niall left and seconds later so did I with just a nod in Zany's direction.

I felt so confused. I was mad with Zayn for leaving but I wanted the best for him as well as I walked out of the hotel suite I heard Louis yell 'you selfish bastard' and then I heard something break the last thing I heard as I walked out the door was Simon telling Louis and Zayn to calm down.

*End of Flashback*

Here I was in bed feeling depressed waiting for Lea to come make me feel better. I was done crying because my eyes were tired and I had a huge headache. I wonder if Zayn is actually going to commit to Perrie now that he decided to leave. I wonder if he's actually going to have a "normal life" or he just wanted to launch his own carrier. I guess only time will tell, but for now I'd rather take a nap and hopefully when I wake up Azalea will be here. I just want to lay with her a little while with my head in her legs while she brushed through my hair, and maybe after I feel better I'll do something else with her. My imagination will have to do for now.

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A/N
Hey guys I finally updated! I have a special thanks to @Sabatarii who will be translating this story in Persian! And thank you to all the people whose votes,comments, and reads (20.7k) made this story appear on the What's Hot list! I can't thank you guys enough! For those who have requested some smut I have decided to add some for the next chapter because I think y'all deserve it lol! Anyways thank you so much I love you guys💕
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