The doorstep baby/Larry stylinson

Part 5

(Louis's POV) 

It's been a week since I had my concert in California and gave that little boy Freddie one of my electric guitar's and met his dad Harry and I don't know why but I can't get them out of my head whenever I'm not doing sound checks my mind keeps going back to that day 

It's just when I saw them in the crowd I just....felt something weird like my heart started beating rapidly when I looked into Harry's eyes and my I couldn't help but watch foundling as Freddie got super excited about the guitar I knew I wasn't allowed to be giving away things like that but at that moment I didn't care 

Freddie he was just talking about how much he wanted a guitar because his dad plays one it warmed my heart seeing that they obviously have a close relationship it's even more sweet since I know the backstory and how Freddie ended up with Harry 

Honestly I could never imagine waking up one day and finding a helpless infant on my doorstep left there by their mother I just hope the mother left Freddie because she wasn't able to take care of him money wise and not because she dose drugs or is an alcoholic 

Anyway right now me and my band are on the tour bus their playing a video game but I decided to just watch today is one of those days where I'm to deep in thought about the father and son to play a video game "you ok tommo" my drummer asks "oh yeah yeah" I say snapping out of my thoughts but not looking at them 

He pauses the game and all look at me "you sure because you've been staring off into space a lot lately" my guitarist says "no I don't" I say a bit defensive "yeah you do ever since you had that lad and kid backstage in California you've been acting a bit different" my bass player states "yeah I'm kinda starting to think you have a crush on that boy's dad what was his name again" oli says "Harry and no I do not" I say feeling my cheeks start to warm up 

"Sure you don't Louis" oil says teasingly I just flip them off "honestly Lou why else you'd you just give away one of our guitars you've lots of kids before and not once have you ever done anything like that" oil points out which he is right I've meet with thousands of fans and kids I've never given away something of mine like that 

But I just shake my head and walk to my bed and get in and pull the curtain closed I couldn't help but think about what the lads have said did I have feelings for Harry? No that's impossible I've only met him once and had a few minute conversation not to mention he has a kid who is probably one of the cutest kids I've ever seen but pop star if Harry and I were to....be something I just don't think it would work out I mean I'm always travelling and I'd have to show them off 

Which means pap walks and I don't want them to have to deal with people flashing cameras at them everywhere they go and having possible fans threaten them this just goes to show that the love life of a celebrity is never private