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"Shit." I whisper to myself as I hang up on Jacob. What am I supposed to do now? If Jacob comes around a whole fight is going to happen all over again. Before I could even think of anything Cench came out the building. I tap my phone on my hand nervously.

"You alright?" He asks handing me the box for the chain. "Um, yeah." I say unsure. "No you're not." He squints at me in confusion. "No... I am not." I give in and sigh. "What's up?" He takes a piece of hair out my face. "Jacob just said he was on the way to the house." I say nervously. "Let's go then." He grabs my hand. "No, I can't." I shake my head pulling him back.

"Hey, don't be nervous! Everything is going to be okay." He tries to reassure me. I don't know why but he actually really does make me feel better when he comforts me. "What are we even going to do? He might kick me out." I say nervously. "Wait he owns the house?" He asks shocked. "Well kinda." I scratch the back of my head.

"Shit." He places his hand on his face and drags it down. He puts his hand in his pocket. "Alright, it is gonna be okay. Let's get to the house before he destroys our things." He says getting in the car. I take a deep breath and get in the car.

On our way there I realized that I didn't film an outro for my video. I think I am going to just film an outro on my own cause it would be kind of awkward to make Cench film it at this point. I look over at Cench that was fully focused on driving now, although I had a feeling that he was in deep thought. He looks over at me and gives me a warm smile.

    We pull up to the house and my heart races when I see Jacobs car out in the drive way. My stomach hurt so bad and my throat went dry. I look over at Cench and he looks at me as he puts the car in park. "Jade, it's gonna be alright. Worse comes to worse he kicks you out." He shrugs. "And then what? My job is literally here! I can't go back to the U.K with my parents." I explain. "Look... I will have my assistant look for a house, meanwhile you can stay at my home here." He says. I look at him with wide eyes. "Whole time you had a home here?!" I say in shock. 

    "I didn't mention it before because it is something that I am barely setting up, but we can definitely move in today." He nods his head. I look back at the house and take a deep breath. I know that shit is about to go down. "Alright, let's head inside." He presses his lips together. "Wait..." I put my hand on his chest "Let me go in first please." I look him in the eyes. He thinks about it for a second "Fine but I will be right here the whole time." He says sternly. "Deal." I smile at him. I give him a peck on the cheek and then exit the car. 

    As I head inside I see Jacob sitting at the kitchen counter looking at something on his phone. He looks up at me and puts his phone down. "Where is he?" He asks with a hint of rage in his voice. "It doesn't matter, I'm here." I sigh. I am honestly so over this. 

    He gets up from the seat and inches closer to me. "I was worried about you Jay... I was worried about us." He holds my hands out and kisses them. "Really? Where were you?" I drop my hands away from his and get a water out of the fridge. "I stayed at my sisters house, I wanted to give you space." He inches towards me once again. This man was not going to give up. 

    I honestly thought it was really nice that he wanted to give me some space, I started to feel guilty of what I have been doing with Cench. "Baby, I just want us to be okay." He holds my waist. "But ... you know who I've been with while you were gone?" I look at him dead in the eyes. "Jade... I don't care as long as I have you now. No one loves you like I love you." He sets his forehead on the crease between my neck and shoulder. 

    I was really falling for it, the fact that he was grown enough to look past everything made me happy. I honestly was beginning to fall for it. "Who gave you this?" He holds my chain. "Oh it was a birthday gift." I say nervously. He raises his eyebrows "From?" He asks. "A friend." I lie. He presses his lips together. 

    "What about the necklace I gave you?" He asks. "Oh, it's in my room." I reply. That was also a lie... Cench and I were going at it and he accidently ripped it off of my neck. "Really? That's wierd cause I found it on the bed... broken." He pulls it out of his pocket and dangles it in front of me. I start to tense up. "Alright... You caught me... I couldn't find it after I woke up this morning. You know I move a lot in my sleep." I lie ONCE AGAIN. I started to feel bad with all these lies. "I guess that makes sense..." He hands me back the necklace. 

    "So will you stay with me?" He pouts. I think about it for a second, it honestly makes me feel a little better that he is changing and trying. "Look, I am sorry for picking a fight on your birthday... I shouldn't have done that. I want to move past everything and just have each other." He says. I look him in the eyes for a couple of seconds "Okay." I nod my head and smile. "Really?" He grins. I nod. 

    I know this looks bad... I just can never say no to him. Which is why I always end up getting back with him whenever he asks me to. It is very toxic but I hope that this could put us on a more healthy path. 

    I was about to walk to the front door to tell Cench that I got back with Jacob until... I saw that Jacob's phone was ringing on the kitchen counter. I looked down and it said "Alexa" with a picture of him and her kissing at some nightclub. In the picture his eye was busted which meant that this was after the whole fight incident. 

    He turns around and quickly realizes what I was looking at. "Yeah... no. I'm done." I shake my head. "What? No, no, no please just let me explain." He holds my arms. "No Jacob. The one thing you KNOW I wouldn't be okay with you doing again you do it." I argue. "Please! I can block her right here right now in front of you." He picks up his phone.

    "You can block her but you still work with her." I look down. "So what do you want me to do? Quit my job? It's not that easy Jade I am a fucking actor." He argues back. "Don't try to fucking guilt trip me about this! Maybe you shouldn't have cheated!" I shout. I release myself from him holding my arms and head into my closet. I grab a suitcase and begin to pack my clothes. 

    "You are one to talk you are fucking a brit rapper." He leans on the door frame. He then realizes what I am doing. "Wait, wait, wait... where are you going?" He asks. "I am leaving Jacob." I roll my eyes, as if it isn't obvious what I am doing. 

    "Wait no! This isn't what is supposed to happen." He says frantically closing my suitcase. "What is supposed to happen?" I repeat in confusion. "You know... we argue about my constant cheating... I apologize and say I won't do it again and then you stay." He explains in the most nonchalant way. I glare at him in disgust. "You cannot be serious." I say in a worried tone. "It's just how I thought we were." He shrugs. I shake my head and continue packing still not saying a word. 

    I finish packing up completely ignoring what he was saying. I kept thinking to myself how dumb I felt... I was about to drop Cench for this nasty ass man when Cench clearly means well. Yes he fucked up with the whole drug thing but it seems like he isn't doing that anymore. 

    I close up my suitcase and start walking to the front door. "Where are you even going?" Jacob tries to stop me at the front door by standing in front of me. "Jacob I don't feel like doing this back and forth shit." I shake my head. "If you fucking walk out this door you can't live here anymore." He speaks sternly. "Give Alexa my best." I shove past him and walk out. 

(A/N: FOR THE PEOPLE THAT CAME HERE FROM MY OTHER STORY I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE SOON! I JUST HAVE PRE- WRITTEN CHAPTERS FOR THIS STORY... I AM WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER FOR COLLAPSED I PROMISE!!) 

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