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It's been a few days later, Jacob and I decided to head back to New York because I had a photoshoot for the Style magazine. I decided it was best not to tell Jacob about Cench and I because it really didn't mean anything. At least that's what I think. As we board the jet I sit next to him with a blanket over my body.

    "You're going to sleep already?" He chuckles as I put my head on his shoulder. "I have a photoshoot as soon as I land, I just need to be well rested." I say snuggling up and closing my eyes. "Hey, I'm sorry for the way I acted. I shouldn't have said anything to him, I know you would never cheat on me...especially with someone as low as him." He says softly. My heart starts to pound and my hands got sweaty. "Uh, yeah it's okay." I don't even look at him. He puts his head on top of mine and we both fall asleep.

    The jet finally lands and Jacob decides to take all my stuff home, while I head to the photoshoot. "Give me a kiss before you go." He says as I get into the cab. I lean in and give him a a kiss on the lips. For some reason it didn't feel right. I pull away from him and give him a smile as I get into the cab. I give the driver the address and we head to the photoshoot.

   As the cab arrives I get off and let my manager (my mom) know that I made it to the photoshoot. I head inside and they immediately pass me through to the dressing rooms. They do my makeup and hair. After we're done I put on my outfit and step into the photoshoot. I do many poses and different actions until they felt satisfied. They passed down the picture of the cover to me before they print it out so I could post it on my instagram. As I leave the photoshoot I make sure to post it while inside the cab.

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I step into my home and go straight to my room. My bathroom door was locked and it sounded like the shower was on. I guess Jacob was taking a shower. I take off the huge boots that they gave me and head into the kitchen for a salad. I take everything out and begin to make a salad slowly wishing I had just bought food instead. As I am tossing it I see that Jacob's phone is going off over and over on the counter. I take a peak into my room I see that Jacob was still in the bathroom. My heart was pounding but fuck it my curiosity got the best of me. I grab the phone and open it up. I click on the name "Alexa" and begin to read, my heart broke.

TEXT MESSAGES:

ALEXA: Thank you for coming over today. I appreciate you so much.

JACOB: Of course, you know I'm always here

ALEXA: I was really nervous to take our relationship to the next level considering you just left your girlfriend...

JACOB: no one can come between us

ALEXA: can I see you once more before our next film day? I just can't get you out my head

JACOB: You and me both... I'll try my hardest okay?

ALEXA: I appreciate it

My heart shattered, not once has he ever spoken to me like this. I look at the salad and I don't even feel hungry anymore. I also forgave him after he cheated because I felt like he never talked to other women like he talked to me. I was right because clearly he wasn't talking to this girl like he talked to me... he talked to her in a more gentle and loving way. Tears were streaming down my face looking at the screen right in front of me. I hear the bathroom door open and steps coming out to the kitchen.

    I look up at Jacob and he stops in his tracks when he realizes what I probably read already. "Jade I can expl-" "EXPLAIN WHAT JACOB? OUR TRUST IS BROKEN, AFTER ALL THIS TIME YOU FUCKING KEEP BREAKING IT. EACH TIME I FORGIVE YOU ITS LIKE IT GIVES YOU POWER TO DO IT AGAIN. IM SO SICK OF IT!" I yell. "Jade please." His eyes begin to tear. "No Jacob... no. This emotional pain and betrayal is too much to overcome, you had me thinking you loved me. The whole time you were in bed with another woman." My heart breaks saying those words. "She doesn't mean anything, I love you." He tries to inch closer to me. I step back. "Stop it... Stop it! STOP IT!" I yell. "You know... you always gave me shit about my mental health... whole time you were the reason I'm so fucked up." I stare him into his eyes with pure hatred.

    He stands there crying. I push past him and start to pack my bags. "Jade where are you going?" He cries. "Back to the U.K with my parents." I speak in such a harsh way. He looks at me in disbelief. I've never talked to him like this. "Jade please, I'm begging and crying." He says with tears coming down his face. I stay silent for a second as I finish packing. I grab my luggage. "See that's the thing with you actors... you never know when they're acting." I say walking past him. "Jade I love you." He says as I open the front door. "No you don't Jacob, you love the idea of loving me." I shake my head as I close the door behind me.

    I cover my mouth as I sob right outside my door. I love him so much and it hurt my soul. I hop in the cab looking outside the window. New York was pouring rain, kind of funny how it really matched my emotions. I feel my phone ring and look down at Jacob's picture, I hit decline. I can't keep doing this anymore. I need to do things for myself now.

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