Written By Emotions

Ceased

This is the only way I release my feelings, my emotions

So that I can appear fine and average on the outside
Why are random people suddenly approaching me in a way that is making me wary of myself?

Is it finally too, too much?

That I unconsciously am being too lenient on myself

Allowing myself to take on the form of my emotions?

Wearing it on my sleeves, looking the way i feel?

Am i finally up to my final days?

I am not prepared, but I am ready

Life has not shown me anything worth living for

My own self don't think we have purpose nor meaning

And that made me calmer that it should be

The peace it made me felt, wanted to experience the true nothingness,

and cease to exist