When I was younger, I always got told that there was always times for second chances
I always forgave everyone
but I never forgave myself
I never gave myself a second chance
I never gave myself another chance because I let people hurt me
but since I started getting older, I started to get scared of what people thought of me if I didn't give anyone another chance
what would they think?
would they not like me anymore?
I shouldn't like those people
but I get attached easily
so I give them more chances
over, and over again
guess I still have the younger me in me
