The Mysteries Of The Mind

Easily

I met you one night in late November
I fell in love with one simple smile

you did everything I could've asked for
you made me feel so high

this can't be what i'm meant for
a terrible heartbreak

this can't be what you're meant for
to come but never stay

life looks good through rosy glasses
and if you ignore the pain
but when the sun goes down
all I feel is pain

I wish I knew
knew when I met you
that things would turn out this way

I wish i'd seen
seen from the beginning
that you would leave but the hurt would stay

and it's taken so much time and effort to process what you did to me
how you let me down so easily

I don't understand what I did wrong
what I could've done to make things right
one year later and I don't think i'm over you

it was all sunshine and butterflies for months
until you decided to pull away
you told me "everything's fine"
but I knew it wasn't fine

I screamed and cried
begging for an answer
why did your love disappear?

you stayed silent and then lied
"everything's fine"
but i knew it wasn't fine

was I just a joke to you?
a way to fill your void
I loved the fucking shit out of you
it didn't take long for you to get bored
I knew I deserved better than you
but I told myself to stay
hoping that one day
you'd be a better version of you

I wish I knew
knew when I met you
that things would turn out this way

I wish i'd seen
seen from the beginning
that you would leave but the hurt would stay

and it's taken so much time and effort to process what you did to me
how you let me down so easily
so easily
so fucking easily