IRRESISTIBLE. (LOST IN HER CHARM) (BWWM)✔️

THE WOMAN FOR ME

Chapter Twelve

Micheal

I met my friend Steve when I got home.  I invited him to Katsen's restaurant opening tomorrow. 

Immediately he sighted my puffy eyes.  He was shocked.  And I couldn't hold the tears anymore.  I just let it out.  He tried to ask me why I was crying.  I couldn't tell him that I was sobbing because of a woman. It was kind of embarrassing.  I just told him to give me time to come around.  And I went straight to my room.

For the first time in my life.  I shed tears because of a girl. Not just that. I cried.  The more I want to let her go.  The more I find myself drawn to her.

Fuck!!!

I shouldn't have gone there.  I wanted to surprise her and take her out to ease the stress she had gone through putting the restaurant together. Never have I thought that Grey would be with her. 

And what saddened my heart was the smell of sex as she opened the door.  It means she just had sex with that bastard.  And he dared to touch her like that from behind. 

It pained me to see them like that.  I should have been the one.  No. Let me correct myself.   I should have taken advantage of the situation last time in my house when she was drunk.  But,  I did the right thing. 

God.  Why do you have to put me in this situation?  I've never, never in my life loved a woman like this before.  But she belongs to my friend who is only taking advantage of her.  I think.

I have to look for a way to let her go.  I just have to do that.  If I continue to be around her.  I will only hurt myself.  So,  I have to let go.  Maybe after the event tomorrow. 

I can't continue like this.  It will kill me before my death. 

I washed my face.  And as I came out of the bathroom.  I saw that my phone was buzzing  I quickly picked it up without checking the caller.

"Hello". I said

"Micheal.  I am outside your house.  And your security would not let me in.  We need to talk. ". She said from the other line.

Shit!  I can't deal with this.  This is unexpected.  How come she is here now?  What about Grey?  Has he left?

I called my security to let her come in. 

I quickly cleaned my face.  But my eyes were still red.  As I was thinking about what to do.  My room door was suddenly opened and I saw Kat walk in.  Wearing a short sleeveless gown revealing her beautiful brown skin.  Before I could say a word. She hugged me.

That was new.  What happened?  Why is she being like this all of a sudden?  I kept asking myself as I hugged her back.  Has he in any way hurt her?

Being like this with her feels so good and it's doing something to me.  She smells good.  And I love her smell. 

She pulled away from the hug and looked into my eyes.  I tried to hide my feelings and smiled at her.  But she kept staring at me looking for something I didn't know.

"Do you have feelings for me?  She asked

Where is that question coming from?  I wasn't expecting her to catch up this soon.  Is it obvious?  This is not good. 

"Michael,  I asked if you have feelings for me.  I need to know. Please"

I walked away from her because I might do something I would later regret.  I turned my back on her.  But she came facing me again.  What does she want from me?  God.  This is too much for me to handle.