PRETTY GIRL (Lando Norris)

2.9

Amber Monroe

I came home to my apartment, just to lock the door and walk straight to the bathroom, turn on the shower and start crying.
He was the one who said I love you first, he was the one to make me feel so fucking loved. Yet he cheated on me?
On one hand I believe it, but on the other hand I can't. Everyone told me he was in love with me, Max Fewtrell too! So why would he cheat.

After the water was actually hot enough, I stepped in and washed my hair, so I could massage my scalp. It felt so relaxing, but usually Lando would do that to me, so it just made me cry harder.

Maybe he was just fucking with my head all along, maybe it was all just an act. But how can a person be so psychotic to act like they're in love?!

When done, I turned the depressed music playlist off and put my hair in a towel turban to dry it a little bit, along with wrapping my body in a pink robe I bought in Bali.
I looked at my phone and saw some notifications, a few from P asking if I were okay and my maman's texted me asking if I'd like to come home for the weekend.

I wish I could, but I had to go to Japan with McLaren for my media manager job; oh shit! I forgot about the job. How am I supposed to work on the same team as Lando while having to talk with him every day, even though he cheated on me?

I couldn't change my mind anymore, the contracts were signed and I had no one else to blame but me. I knew this wouldn't take me anywhere good, but I still listened to Lando and took the job.

I still have a talk with him about this, but I gave myself time to calm down and not say anything I don't actually mean. I believe in second chances and maybe he'll deserve one, even though he didn't check up on me since last night; what if I'd be kidnapped or dead?

I answered maman that I could come next weekend when I had off, even though I would have to check some papers still. That's okay anyway, I could do that at my parents house.
Then I texted Lando, saying we need to talk.

Trying to get my mind off everything, I exfoliated my whole body, blow dried my hair and then straightened it. I noticed it was about time to get a haircut and maybe change the colour to my natural one or maybe get some new highlights in my hair.

When I brushed my teeth, dressed into my pyjamas, put on skincare which took me about twenty minutes I was really tired already, so I snuggled in my bed with some chips in served in a blue bowl and put on Shameless to watch.
For some reason it was always my favourite show and I could rewatch it a million times and still find it entertaining.

My phone chimed on the third episode and it was Lando asking if Pietra already told me. I just dryly responded and locked my phone again, turning back to my computer screen.

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I don't even know when I fell asleep, but it was already morning, the Sun shining directly onto my face, as I forgot to close the curtains attached to the window. I put the laptop away and the chips bowl on the nightstand, then pick up my phone and look for response and new notifications.

There was many TikTok notifications from Josh; the man can never stop sending me videos. Maman said it was completely okay with me coming next week, instead of this one and Lando sent me a voice note telling me to be ready at 1 p.m. to go get some lunch and talk things out.
That's what made this man so fucking attractive. He always communicated, always knew how to make things work.

But it was the wrong time thinking about his looks and personality, bro literally cheated on me.

I didn't know if I was actually ready to have a whole conversation with him, but I had to try; we both did.
We have to fix this.

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"How did the talk go." P asked through the call after I came home from the lunch. The truth is, it went terribly. Most of the time we just ate out food, and no one said anything. When we did talk he just told me he didn't kiss her, pushed her off etc. But why would I believe him, Pietra saw him kissing.
"It went... solid." I chuckle to myself and she jokingly scoffed on the other side of the line.
"We should go to the club!"

Oh, yes we should. I called her on FaceTime and we got ready together, putting on tons of makeup and we both put on a short satin dress with a high slit on the left side. The only difference was in colour, her dress was black and mine was red.

Because I don't have a car, she picked me up from in front my apartment and we drove to the best club in Monaco. It was linked with the Hilton hotels, they always knew how to throw a good party.
I couldn't do many things right now, but I could get drunk and forget about Lando. We didn't break up yet, I still wore the ring he gave me, I still love him.

We parked a bit away from the club, we're going back with a taxi anyway. I wanted to ask Pietra if Max talked to Lando yet, but I would probably be too intrusive, so I kept the thought to myself.

We walked inside after the security checking our ID; I took it as a compliment, I guess I look young as fuck. Then went to the bar immediately and ordered two Jack Daniel whiskey.

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guys im sorry for disappearing😜

it's unedited don't bully me for mistakes xx

i'll try to write quicker now lol

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