Saving Ryder

Shaleigh

The strength of everything Ryder is doing was building up. It was mind-blowing. If he were to stop right now, I'd beg him to keep going. My insides were clenching, and I could feel the orgasm coming. "Oh Ryder." I scream.
"You have no idea how much your moans are music to my ears, baby." He says breathlessly. Suddenly he stops, and moves his head down to my pussy. He drives his tongue inside of me, setting off another shattering moan. I grab his hair and yank it. He hit one spot inside of me, and it sent my moans into one huge orgasm. My legs were shaking, and I could barely move. Not once have I had an orgasm like that.
Ryder stands up, and goes to his drawer pulling out a condom. He tears it open with his teeth, and it's one of the sexiest things I've ever seen. He places the condom over his enormous penis, and stands over top of me. Suddenly he grabs my legs and flips me over. "Get on your knees." He demands. I do as I'm told, and he enters me. "You're mine." He says, pumping into me. One of his hands are on my ass, and the other on my back. He pushes in me harder and faster, not slowing his movement, giving me full thrusts. He pulls my hair, tilting my head back. "Oh Ryder," I manage to moan. He takes his hand and slaps my ass going balls deep in me, causing both of us to cry out, and collapse on the bed. I'm pretty sure I passed out from exhaustion because when I wake up the sun is just coming up. I can't believe I just slept with Ryder. "Hey beautiful." He says.
"Hi." I say sleepily.
"I have to get up and shower. I have to be at work in an hour." He says.
I move over allowing him to get up. The way the light is peaking through the window is enough to make him glow. His face is gorgeous, and his shoulders are perfectly broad and muscular, and tattoos fill his arms, chest, and back. He's definitely the most gorgeous man I've ever laid eyes on. As I study him he's looking at me with full intensity.
"Do you like what you see?" He asks with a grin gliding across his lips.
"Maybe, maybe not." I reply.
He comes over to me and pecks me on the lips before disappearing behind the bathroom door. I need to tell him I'm not ready for a relationship before it's too late. I do admit though, he sure know what he's doing in bed. I just can't jump into something I'm not ready for. Twenty minutes later he retrieves from the bathroom in nothing but a towel around his waist. "I need to talk to you." I say trying not to give anything away.
"Can it wait until I get home from work? I get off at twelve." He says.
"Sure." I say.
Ryder starts getting dressed, and I realize I'm just staring off into space. Last night was a mistake and I shouldn't have enjoyed it that much. I don't know the exact words to tell him. "Shaleigh. Shaleigh. SHALEIGH." He screams bringing me back into focus.
"Yeah?' I ask.
"I'm leaving. Text or call me if you need anything." Right before he leaves the room he bends down and places a kiss on my lips. "Bye beautiful." Then he's gone.
I spend my afternoon trying to find the right words to say to Ryder. I've broken his heart so many times that I'm scared of what he might do when I do tell him we need to take it slow, and that yes, I do like him, but it's too soon. I can't risk another relationship like my past ones. You would think I would have a better choice in guys, but I don't. Wait, doesn't Ryder still have a girlfriend? I fucking slept with his ass, and he has a girlfriend.