Saving Ryder

Ryder

It's been two months since my son has been in my life, and two months since Shaleigh and I have been officially dating. I quit MMA that way I could spend more time with my family. I even quit smoking weed so I could better myself. Everything seems to be going perfect. The days all seem to run together. Shaleigh officially graduated from college and I get Silas every other weekend for now. Shaleigh and I really haven't had alone time since I found out about Silas. He seems to like it a lot more here than he does his mother's house. "Hey baby." I say going up behind Shaleigh wrapping my arms around her. She smells of strawberries, and it's intoxicating. She turns around her eyes meeting mine, and she rests her arms on my shoulders.
"Hey handsome," she replies shooting me her drop dead gorgeous smile.
"How would you like to go dancing with me tonight?" I ask.
"Like go to a club?" She asks restating me.
"Yes. I haven't gotten a chance to show you my moves." I say giving her my half smile that she loves. I start moon walking backwards until I'm out the room. We spend majority of the day relaxing and taking naps so we can stay up all night to go dancing. At seven we both start getting ready. I put on my plaid blue shirt, blue ripped jeans, and my black vans. I go into the bathroom and shave all the hair off my face because I know that's what Shaleigh loves. I also brush my hair out, and it falls right above my eyes. Shaleigh walks out at precisely eight, and my jaw drops. She looks so beautiful. She's wearing a tight black dress that makes her ass look amazing. Her blonde curls fall just below her boobs, and every time she walks they bounce. Her long legs are hard not to stare at. Everything about her is perfect. "You look beautiful." I manage to get out, but beautiful doesn't even begin to cover it.
"You don't look to shabby yourself." She says smiling at me.
"You ready to go?" I ask extending my hand for her to grab it. We walk out to my limo and my chauffer is already waiting there ready to open the door for us. "Don't worry about it. I'll open it." I say opening the door for my girlfriend to get in. I follow behind her. I get my Chauffer Griffon to close the window that separates us from him so I can have some alone time with Shaleigh before we arrive at the club. When it shuts I grab Shaleigh's hand pulling her up to where she's standing in front of me. I pull her onto me, and she straddles me crashing her lips to mine. My hands immediately go to her ass, and I'm pushing her against my erection forcing her to grind against it. I hear a moan escape her lips, and it completely drives me insane. I lay back in the seat taking her with me. My hand slides up her shirt, and under her bra. I take her nipple in between my finger and begin kissing her neck. I love how she reacts when I kiss her neck. She goes faster grinding on my dick making it really hard not to undress her right now in the car and fuck the living shit out of her. Right when I am slipping my hand up her dress there is a knock on the front window signaling that we have arrived. She climbs off of me taking her bottom lip in between her teeth. I take my hands and take her bottom lip from her teeth. She knows what that does to me. She opens the door and steps out fixing her black dress in the process. I have to fix my dick in the process, hiding my boner. She starts walking towards the club, and I follow behind her fixing my hair that I know is now fucked up.
We step into the club and it's filled with people dancing everywhere. There are strobe lights lighting up the whole room as it moves back and forth. The DJ is in front of everyone taking request from people who want their song played. There's a bar to our left, along with a bunch of lonely people looking to get laid. I remember when I use to be one of them. I grab Shaleigh by the hand making her spin into my arms landing our eyes face to face.
"I see you have the moves Mr. Daniels." She says yelling over the music.
"Oh it's only just begun." I say smirking.
Shaleigh takes me by surprise and starts grinding her ass against me causing me to pull her against me, and move in rhythm with her. She bends completely down and flips her hair on the way up, and god she looks so sexy doing it. She starts dancing in front of me touching herself all over, moving her hands all over her body. She drops into the splits, her hand behind my neck, and she comes right back up turning towards me. I drop to my knee, and she dips to the right of me while I go to my left, and then we switch doing this several times. I stand back up spinning her to me, and her ass is against my dick. I grab her arms and lift them up, picking her up and spinning her in circles. She wraps her arm around my neck spinning to face me, and as soon as she does I dip her back moving my free hand down her body. All eyes are on us now. She stands straight up, and falls right into my arms, and I drag her back picking her up while she lifts her legs in the air doing the splits. When she lands on the ground we are arm's length, so I pull her by my arm causing my arm to go in front of her behind her neck catching her. She spins underneath my arms so she's facing me, then I go underneath of her arm causing her to be behind me. Her hands slowly move down my right arm until they reach my hand, and I let go, and she leans back letting me catch her so we are face to face. She backs up and jumps on me wrapping her legs around my waist while I dip her back, and bring her back facing me. She drops her feet, and brings them up a little so I am able to spin her in circles. When I set her back down her arms are now wrapped around my neck, and we are staring each other in the eyes. I dip her one last time, and bring her up to me. We are both breathless, and the whole club breaks out into applause. "Damn baby I didn't know you danced like that." I say trying to catch my breath.
"Look who's talking. You're amazing." She says trying to catch her breath as well. You would've thought we planned the whole dance out, but I've never danced with her. I never once went dancing with Siege because it was "never her thing." Shaleigh looked so beautiful when she was dancing it turned me on. I bet she could give an amazing strip tease. We walk over to the bar, and I order a shot for both of us, and we both click are glasses to a great night. "I have to piss, are you going to be okay for a minute?" I ask, but she just nods. I make my way to the bathroom when I see a familiar face. Siege? I go up to her, and grab her by the arm. "Where's Silas?" I ask furious.
"Ryder you look so damn hot." She says hugging me.
"Get off of me Siege," I say pushing her off of me. I guess it didn't mean anything because within seconds flat her lips are on mine, and she's shoving her tongue down my throat. I push her off of me just as fast as she kissed me, and it takes everything in me not to punch her. I turn to my left, and Shaleigh is standing there. Just my luck, but she doesn't look mad at me. In fact she comes up to me, and lands her mouth on mine, her tongue caressing mine, while my hands are on the small of her back bringing her to me as close as possible. As soon as she turns away she turns to Siege, and begins to speak inching closer to her.
"Let me just make myself clear while we are here. This right here is all of mine." She says gesturing towards me. "You had your chance, and you fucked it up with him, so stay the fuck away from him unless it's for Silas. Other than that you need absolutely no contact with him." Just when she goes to turn away she turns around and slaps Siege causing her to grab her face. "Back the fuck off," and that's all she says before grabbing my hand and leading me back on the dance floor. I was expecting her to be pissed off at me, but she's not. Her jealousy got the best of her, and it was honestly the third hottest thing I've ever seen. First being her morning look, and second being the way she dances. We spend the next three hours drinking and dancing before we decided we just wanted to eat and go home. I think she was honestly impressed with my moves because she couldn't keep her eyes off of me when I was dancing. Honestly, it was the best date I ever had because I got to share it with the one I love. The girl I decided to give my whole heart to when I met her, and the girl I will continue to love for the rest of my life. It would've been even better if Siege wouldn't have been there. If Shaleigh would've thought I kissed her I would've gone crazy. My life has been so much better with her in it, and now that I have Silas we are a big happy family. Tonight was one of those nights her and I needed. I know we are going to go dancing a lot more now because her dancing is so fucking hot.
I never thought that I'd ever get committed, but something about Shaleigh made me want to get committed. As soon as I met her I knew there was something about her that I just needed, but it turns out it was just her. "Did you have a good night?" I ask her turning to face her.
"Yeah." She says, but her answer doesn't meet her eyes.
"You don't have to lie to me." I say looking at her a bit concerned.
"Why did she kiss you?" Her voice was really soft, and a little hurt.
"She tends to think we can be a great happy family now that Silas has been found." I reply honestly.
"Do you want her back?" She asks her eyes full of hurt.
"I want you." I say looking into her eyes.
"That didn't answer the question. Do you still want her?" She asks her voice a bit off.
"I want you and only you. What do I have to do to prove to you that it's you I want? What Siege and I had was the past. I can't keep living in the past when my future is staring at me in the face." I say now holding her face and looking her in the eyes.
"I don't know what to think, Ryder. Your moods vary, and they scare me. One moment you're mad, and the next you're trying to figure out how to get me to stay. I don't know how to deal with it. It's like you're trying to push me away one moment, then hugging me so tightly I can't get out of your grip. I don't know what you want me to do Ryder. I love you, but you're pushing me away. Obviously Siege thinks there is something still there, and I don't know if I can deal with that anymore." She says breaking my stare.
"Please don't leave me, Shaleigh. Please don't give up on me." I say not hiding the tears forming in my eyes.
"Why me? Why me of all girls. You played every girl before me, so why not me too?" She asks not hiding the anger in her voice.
"Because as soon as I met you there was something about you. I automatically changed for you, and it was a natural instinct. I knew I had to have you, even if it meant just having you in my life as just friends, but I fell in love with you, and have been ever since. Siege is just a chapter I've already surpassed in my life. She fucked things up. Not I." I say looking her straight in the eyes.
"That's what worries me. That you'll miss her since she's the one that left you. I don't know if I can do another heartbreak, Ryder." The pain in her voice is enough to stab me in the chest.
"You just have to trust me. I know right now you find no reason to trust me, but I need you to believe that I'm in it for you, and only you. I'd do anything for you, and if you haven't realized that then I don't know what will. I thought I knew what love was before I met you, but it turns out it was just puppy love. Everything with you has been real, and everything before you was just getting me ready for you. Sure, maybe we should have met on different circumstances, but then I probably would've never met you, so I'll take the circumstances, and I'll keep them as they are. I love you, Shaleigh, and it's you and I against the world." Before I could finish my phone starts buzzing. "Hold on baby."
"Hello." I answer.
"It's Siege."
"What do you want? I'm kind of in the middle of a conversation with my girlfriend." I say kind of pissed.
"I need to tell you something. Can you meet me at the hospital please? I promise it's not something to try to get you back. You just deserve to know." She says, and I can hear her crying.
"I'm on the way." I say hanging up. "Look baby, I need to go meet Siege. She sounds pretty upset about something. You can ride if you'd like." I say hoping she says yes.
"Sure." She responds.