I forgot that you existed

Need to forget that you existed

Jeremiah's pov

Addie had wanted to go to Juilliard ever since she was 13 it was her dream school it had one the best music programs in the country. and now she has throwing it away to be closer to cousins yes I know she loves it up here but not that much

"Addie" I say softly waiting for her to come out with it wen she's ready

She looks at me then down at the ground "jere it's
Embarrassing I haven't told anyone about it not even beck and I think my parents are just kind of relieved" she says with a sad sigh

"Why would they be relieved" I ask even more confused than before.

"I don't think my parents can afford to send me and Steven to Juilliard and Princeton, and with the no music lately" she looked like she was going to say something else but she cut her self off

"So what your just going to let Steven go to he's dream school and let go of yours"

"Well Yh I mean at least Stevens dream is possible my it's better in my head"

"Addie" I try

"My grades are bad Jere like really bad I don't think they've been good since Susanna got sick"

"Addie mom is fine now" I tried

"I no Yh I no it's just uhh I don't know Steven deserves this"

"And you don't"

" hey I'm doing better now, You know I'm good .. I'm on some new shit and this summer I'm gonna say yes instead of no this is going to be the best summer we could ever imagine". she says getting up from the sand "Well you play for me". I ask looking up at her as she holds out her hand to me to help me up.

"What" she asked as I meet her eyes.

"Well you play for me I haven't heard you sing in forever I miss it" she thinks for a moment before she says "Okay" and she smiles before pushing me back and running.

"Race you to the house!"  she shouts out as she continues to run as fast as she can .

"Adeline Conklin you are the biggest cheater" I scream back before I  start to running to catch up with her .

She just sticked out her tung and continued running.

When we got back to the house and dried off she got her guitar and we both sat on her bed .

This is a song I've been working on for a while though I kind of hated it I just smile and wait for her to start.

Ok well here goes nothing she says as she starts playing..

      How meany days will I spend thinking about
how you did me wrong..wrong..wrong
     Think I'll live in this shade that your throwing
Tell all of my sunshine is gone..gone..gone
    And I can't get away form ya.. in my feelings
More than drake oh ya..

You name on my lips tung tide free rent living in my mind.  Wish you could be who you were just for a night.   I wish I could for get that you existed..
Though it would probably kill me if I did it ..

          Oh wee we're so niiice but for you it wasn't riiight.. I wish I could for get that you existed
Though it would probably kill me if I did it..

I wish I could forgive how you pulled out some popcorn as soon as my rep started going down..down ..down how you laughed on the side wen I tripped up and fell to the ground..ground..ground

            And I'll probably stick around for ya
         God knows I'd fight the town for ya

     Just wish you could be who you were for one  Magical night ..