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Addies pov

Addie head was killing her not only was she hangover from the night before but her mind was racing thinking about the kisses she had shared with Jeremiah and Conrad

The kiss with Conrad wasn't exactly like I remembered . Last year all I ever wanted was too feel he's lips on mine again to feel he's arms around me once's again.

He's Hands rubbing soft circles on my lower back my hands in he's thick black hair, looking in he's blue eyes again .

I'd think back to the summer we were 16. We'd kiss and joke hiding around so know one could see us.

But my favourite of all kisses was our first kiss.

We were 15 we went to the dock our place after dinner it was sunset and a little cloudy mom had said not to stay there long because it looked like it was gonna rain

And our feet were dangling in the water we had just won the regatta maybe that was the reason the day felt so magical maybe it was the sunsetting in our favourite place. Maybe it was just Conrad fisher

"I still can't believe we won" I say looking out at the water

"I can we win every year" Conrad says with a smug smile

"Yes and it's a Surprise every time" I say hitting he's chest

"You know we have been coming here for 15 years and we have never swam in here " Conrad says Looking out at the water

"Well there's a reason for that" I say not wanting to hear what I knew was coming from him

"Come on addie it will be fun" he says begging with puppy dog eyes

"No Conrad I'm not going in there that water can't be sanitary" I say not holding out hope that would convince him let the idea go

"Is That so " he says taking off he's top I look at he's chest there was an outline of Abs he was beginning to develop not very Chiselled but definitely there putting he's phone done on it and picking me up.

"Conrad!!" I shout "put me down!!"   "Sorry Can't hear you there's water in my ears" he says with a chuckle

"Please I have my phone it's gonna brake" I try
But instead of putting me down he puts he's hand in my pocket my body heating up from the contacted as puts my phone with he's

Before he starts counting  "1!!" Please "2!!" And just like that he had jumped In I shout he's name as we hit the water

As if we couldn't get any wetter it started to rain.

"We'll grate if the poison water doesn't make us sick the rain definitely will" I look at him I couldn't even pretend to still be mad wen he started to giggle

"I can't believe your upset about the rain wen we're already wet"  . he says as we both chuckle I put my arms around he's neck and he pulls me in bye the waste bringing me closer to him .

We look into each other's eyes and I can feel he's breath on my face we were so close I could cpractically hear our hearts beating.

"I...I" I say starts
But he cuts me off with a finger on my mouth

"You know some times it's better not to say anything at all " he says with a boyish grin

We lean in until our lips touch it was slow and unsher but I felt safe

safe in he's arms safe in the kiss just safe with him it felt like I was the only person in the world he cared about and in the moment that's how I felt about him like he was the most important person in my whole world.